Catch Up (AKA, Choke On The Length Of Nothing Happening)

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A gargantuan amount of plot has happened since my last substantial post, so this is an attempt to catch up in Reader's Digest form. To be honest, probably nothing has happened, and this all is just more of the same being repeated everywhere and anywhere, but it happened to me and around me, so it must be important, right? Most of the plot

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[duriyah]

I'm so glad to see you back!! I can't tell you how much I have missed you. Many glad welcomes!!

Touching Geetha's hand = very, very good. Much mushiness and happiness.

That last one: wow, good for you!! Your friend was right. The guy wasn't acting human. And you don't owe him anything. Kudos to you for realizing it. Your energy is shifting now; you'll never be the same.

Synchronicities rock!

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The thing about never being the same is when you are aware of it, there is this period where you are limbo kindof. Or at least that's how it feels right now. All vulnerable and weary of which way the wind is going to blow you because something in has died and your not quite sure what's left to go where you aren't going.

It's freedom, but sometimes that can be so scary when you've use to not having it.

I think I'm explaining it right anyway.

[duriyah]

I know exactly what you are talking about! If you are feeling the scary limbo, you really *have* changed!

It's a scary time, a time between, when you don't really know who you are. The way you used to define or think about yourself no longer fits, and you aren't quite sure who you are or what comes next.

I think you are right to feel protective of yourself. Don't try to fill the void too quickly. It really is profound, if you think about it. It really is a grieving process, I think. I think it's important to honor that process. From my experience it hasn't taken too long to move through it; maybe a month or so. The couple or three times that has happened to me, I have found myself withdrawing and becoming reclusive for a while. Eventually I feel more like myself, only with a little more energy than before.

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You know what?

Thank you.

It's a teeny bit less scary now. :)

[duriyah]

You're welcome. I'm glad it helped a little.

Peace