Advice for Happiness
I havent written in awhile, so I just thought I would write a few things before heading to bed. This weekend was homecoming weekend. It kind of made me sad because in high school, homecoming was such a big deal. No teachers gave tests on that day, and everyone just talked about their dresses or preparations and whatnot. This Friday I had my computer science midterm, and then i was so tired that I didnt even want to go to homecoming all that much. I think i got about a C on my midterm. Most people would be happy with a C, but I am a Meyer and I have a lot of expectations to live up to. I know that I shouldnt worry so much about it, but I do. I am not my sisters, but I keep trying to be close. My oldest sister has like a 3.98 at ohio state and she is triple majoring. Karen still has her 4.0 in biomedical engineering here. I am gonna be the disappointment. I really cant handle to be the disappointment. Oh well, enough of the depressing thoughts of being the first one in my family to screw up........ The test wasnt at all what i was expecting, it might have actually been easier, but I drilled the hard stuff into my head. I stayed up all night studying, and then sleep deprivation did not help me think at all. Joe was sweet and gave me a goodluck hug, Doogie said he would hold my hand for goodluck throughout the test, but since he was left handed he couldnt since he had to write (darn) and Phil lent me his clicker to make me feel better. If the test has to be so hard, at least I have some awesome friends to get me through it. Thanks guys. Anyways, the test suckd but a spider ran across Joe's test ( alittle bit of comic/ scary relief). We will see how i do on monday. After that, the classes kind of flew by. My actual spanish teacher was back finally after like 2 weeks of substitutes. I came back to my dorm and went to the student union with ben, jess, and meg. It was fun, and then i came back and was so tired. Jess even turned off Oprah and took a nap too. It was awesome. Daddio called and woke me up to ask about my test, and then Scott and Zachary Thomas got me and Jess to get free food with them. After that, we all went upstairs and i proceeded to try to make my hair look decent. I wanted to do it up all special, but that didnt so much happen. I just kinda did it normal in twisties and then curled it. It wasnt a big deal. I spent a long time getting ready and then i finally decided to put on my dress since there wasnt anything else to do. I love my green dress and it felt good. I kinda felt like a neon green princess. Everyone was ready almost so I tripped down the hall to visit Zachary Thomas and Scott. Those 2 are so cute. They got each girl a rose. It really made me happy. It was one of the sweetest things ever. We have some really good boys. They kinda make me smile. Ok they do. Then we all went to the dance. I spent more time dancing with Kimber than anyone else, but Texas was busting a move by the end too. I saw like 20 people from champion...which kind of made me mad. It is like I cant escape them. But it was nice to see Jamie and Arin and Stack and Tori and Eric Countryman and all those people. Kimber and I tried to make scott and zachary thomas dance but they dont like to dance. I still had fun. I acted like a total insane person. It was great. Eric Corbett didnt win king, and Rosie didnt get queen, but it was still fun. Afterwards we tried to go to Taco Bell, but it was closed so we went to Scotts and watched Sleepy Hollow and ordered Pizza. It was thouroughly enjoyable, except that Kimber didnt come. And I really wanted her to. IT would have made me happy. I sat between Scott and Zachary so they got the majority of my jumpiness. After all that, I returned to my dorm with intentions of going to sleep. That didnt happen much. I talked to Tex online and then i decided i would talk to scott online for a lil bit. Then Tex came to borrow neosporin and we talked for a long time. I just typed brb and went to give tex the neosporin. Meanwhile, I hadnt told scott i wasnt gonna be back for awhile so he wasnt too happy that i just kinda got offline without a reason and just kinda ignored him. that was not nice of me and i felt like total crap for doing that to him. So then I had to get online and talk to him to make him un-mad at me. I cant stand it when people are mad at me. Especially my close friends. especially my best friend. It honestly hurt me that I hurt him. So i decided I wanted to cry, but he said that would be bad so i sucked it up. I felt so bad. Then I finally got offline and realized my roommate was missing. JEss kept leaving and this time she hadnt come back for like an hour and it was 5:30 in the morning. I went in search of her. It was a long journey, but I found her, fast asleep in the social lounge. I made her come back so i would stop worrying. Then i finally went to bed. Well, I dont need to pull another 5:30 bedtime tongiht. I will write more tomorrow. I really wish Texas was here. I miss you Tex and I really want to talk to u, my antisocial butterfly. I love u still. Goodnight everyone and just remember...I got DQ today and you didnt (unless you are Kimber or Zachary Thomas). It was good. Really Good. There is still drama. I hate drama, but everyone just ignores it anymore. Today was a pretty good day. Hopefully tomorrow is even better since Matt is visiting me.I leave you with this. Advice for Happiness: DONT CAUSE DRAMA.