Past and Dreams

[flip_flop]

Last night I had problems with sleeping, for some reason my mind kept racing back to the past, more to the point, I kept thinking of my friends from school, Peter Martin, Ricky Shelton, Paul Shipply and Peter Von Anrep. I was a bit of a jerk the last time I met any of them, since I've made no attempt to contact them nor them me, which is ok, the

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[ladygrub]

Going back home, like last month, always makes me think of all those passed friendships that no longer exsist. Its funny because a couple of mine ended for the stupidest of reasons but apparently that is just how it was meant to be? I see some of these people from time to time but neither one of us make any effort other than a quick nod to each other. Are we both still bitter? Do we have different views on what happened? It is odd to think about. There is one particular girl that tend to come up in conversation because it was not just me that "stopped being friends" with her but 2 other people as well, for different reasons than mine and at different times after me.

I'd be happy if I were you over being able to forget the relationship with Nicola. Not because of it, itself or anything but because remembering old relationships SUCK no matter how amicable the split up was. If I could have one super power it would be to irraticate all those passed lovers (term used loosly) so I never had their memories pop into my head in the most random and dumbest times. They make me sad and I hate thinking about it. Though, I'd venture to say that you have no trouble recalling her name after all.

Not sure about your dream, but I down right had a giggle fit over you throwing the duck over the bridge.