Jul 12, 2005 15:28
so whats the deal im on my way to the army thursday i go take my asvab and physical after that i get my job and on my way into basic trainig i dont know why everything is happening so fast it seems almost unreal at some moments im really iss my girl sometimes i sit back and think about me and bri how it all is going fast 4 years we have been talking email to email voice to voice but never face to face untill now i dont feel any differnt than i did before about her my love for her has only grown i always knew that we would be together not to be soundind crazy or nothing but it was always there now shes having my baby and were getting married onl within months i wonder sometimes if im everything she hoped for i know she has a hard time expressing herself phyiscaly but i still wonder sometimes so within a year i'll have a wife a child my own place well our place and be a family damn our family like i said before it almost seems unreal like its to good to be true im just hoping that i dont wake up from this dream no time soon.