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Marriage is such a big step in life there you are the two of you giving yourself to one another for the rest of your life but for me marriage is a commimentment also me and bri talking bout it i even asked her if she will be my bride she saiys yea and all but its how she say's it when i ask her she'll be likke i said yea or say it like she dont want to i know that girl love me but do you ever feel like you love that person a lil more than they love you its just little things she do make me think these things. Like yesterday her mom and her sis along with me were gone bou the whole afternoon i come back tell her i miss her adn she got some smart ass comment to make i kno she ws just playing but she does all the time when i ask her for a kiss she looks at me like do i really have to kiss you u kno or a hug she wont even put her arms around me i say the most affection i got out her was her holding my hand but here u are sayin ur ready to commitment yourself to me for as long as we shall both live ur ready for that but a nigga can't get no suga i mean her mom even see's it sometimes and tells her that i dont deserve being treated this way it really dont make any sense to me at all i mean were not acting like it talking like it or anything i can barley get her to have a conversation with me i wondering if she just want me to be more aggresive with her or something u kno but i dont wanna do that cuz her attitude i mean i get so mad about sometimes i dont kno what to do just thinking about daily pisses me off i wanna talk to her about the situation but i kno how she can get sometimes i dont want her to feel like im making her the bad guy cause im not well ima do it anywayz im out...