i miss you

[fleurnoire_316]

and i feel forgotten and useless and lame

on the upside
maybe it's the fact that i have no pressure to do anything
or that i saw him yesterday
or that the sun is shining
or that claire is home
or that....
whatever

im really happy
not like insanely OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! happy
or happy with a trace of sad happy

im like content happy
yesterday i felt like warm glow from inside despite the fact that absolutely nothing of significance happened. and i totally appreciate it :)

however i still miss you