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Hey people. That's right...it's time for another one of my random posts out of nowhere. Awesome...awesome to the max. I have a new boyfriend as of May 31st. His name is Dave and he's the guy that I met that night at the Pal. I really like him and I'm trying to enjoy this cause he's been treating me so good...way better than most of the guys I've dated. Way better then Lomos every treated me thats for sure. Going out with Dave makes me realize how badly Lomos did treat me. When we were going out I was so into him I didn't really see that what he did and said to me wasn't right but now that I'm with a guy who actually treats me with respect and actually shows me that he cares about me and says it and makes me feel good about myself I know that my relationship with Lomos wasn't good. I'm trying not to let myself fall for Dave and I'm trying to take things slowly but its hard cause I spend alot of time with him and he gives me so many reasons to fall for him. I'm scared of having my heart broken again though which is why when he first asked me to be his girlfriend I made him wait but he proved himself to me enough to make me change my mind and let things develop between us. Anyways I don't want to sit here and give Lomos a bad name cause he's honestly not a bad guy....he did make me happy but he also really hurt me and he didn't really treat me the way that I deserved to be treated. Anyways he's the past, Dave's the future....I just have to see where we end up.