truthful
i'm so glad it is impossible for me to forget where i came from, and the people my heart really belongs to.
i was not looking forward to winter break, not really. not until this moment. not until reading LJ entries from the past week. not until just thinking about how seeing them all, all of us being in the same room together again puts a permanent smile across my face.
i can't believe i'm gonna get to see Britt for more than half a day this time haha.
i know i sound so gushy and i know i say this all the time...but we are so lucky to have one another. i'm so lucky to have you guys as the constant in my life. with some of you we can go months, almost a year without speaking and still the thought of seeing you fills me with familiarity, comfort, and anticipation.
no matter how happy i am in Chicago or how often we start to make trips to see each other or how many emails a week we send, a big part of me will always be upset that life happened. cause while most of us are where we should be or are planning on going where we should be, i will always be partially dissapointed that we all just didn't buy some huge house near some college we all agreed on, where we would laugh and live our days away together.
but i suppose this is okay too. it makes the short times we all can manage to scrape together all the more precious. i cannot wait for that week. i cannot wait to see you, my Jersey family...i can't wait.
you people are my home.
i was not looking forward to winter break, not really. not until this moment. not until reading LJ entries from the past week. not until just thinking about how seeing them all, all of us being in the same room together again puts a permanent smile across my face.
i can't believe i'm gonna get to see Britt for more than half a day this time haha.
i know i sound so gushy and i know i say this all the time...but we are so lucky to have one another. i'm so lucky to have you guys as the constant in my life. with some of you we can go months, almost a year without speaking and still the thought of seeing you fills me with familiarity, comfort, and anticipation.
no matter how happy i am in Chicago or how often we start to make trips to see each other or how many emails a week we send, a big part of me will always be upset that life happened. cause while most of us are where we should be or are planning on going where we should be, i will always be partially dissapointed that we all just didn't buy some huge house near some college we all agreed on, where we would laugh and live our days away together.
but i suppose this is okay too. it makes the short times we all can manage to scrape together all the more precious. i cannot wait for that week. i cannot wait to see you, my Jersey family...i can't wait.
you people are my home.