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So here it is. Finally, the snuggles, cuddles, and kisses. He opens doors for me, when I drive, he even opens that one too. He pays for dinner, and calls me beautiful. I feel amazing inside and out. I've been waiting and now I have it, but now that I have it, I'm scared. I don't know why, but I am. I guess I've always been afraid of falling. But we fall for a reason and that is a reason I can not justify. Last night you whispered my name and said something barely audible to my semi-conscious brain, I swear it sounded like "I think I love you". So now if you think you do, I'm already chest deep in an ocean I've never been able to swim. Love always leaves me and I'm afraid I'll lose once again. I just want something to be a constant. I've had so much pain, so much heartbreak. I've lived, loved, lost and learned. So now I don't understand why I still have to keep repeating the 4 L's that kill me everyday. Therefore I am terrified of you because you've already caught me, like a dream in a catcher. My smile is a million miles wide, my ego is sitting on cloud 9. I have had more compliments in 4 days than my head can handle. You make me swoon. Baby, I'm amazed by you.
"If you want it, come and get it.
If you want it, come and get it, but understand that you take me as I am.
I'm slow to trust but I'm quick to love.
I push too hard and I give too much.
I'm not saying I'm perfect but I promise you I'm worth it."
"If you want it, come and get it.
If you want it, come and get it, but understand that you take me as I am.
I'm slow to trust but I'm quick to love.
I push too hard and I give too much.
I'm not saying I'm perfect but I promise you I'm worth it."