Nov 17, 2007 05:05
One thing about my life that makes the act of experiencing it so great is the power of submitting to a love, a passion, or an inspiration that undermines my strong ideology of "power of the will"; of controlling my mind, body, and soul to be god of my existance. To experience beyond control: to give yourself up for love, to be young and stupid, to improvise, and to be wild at heart - is to be 24 and aging, watching my steps for uneven ground, and nostalgic about past experiences that weren't as disillusioned.
Those experiences come fewer and further between these days.