Personal, morbid.. read at own risk...
I had a life reminder yesterday. If anyone wants details ask David because I don't remember them. it involves a ladder 15 feet a flower pot and an inch and a half gash on the back of my head that required stitches.
Anyway the point of my wrighting again is because for a while I forgot the rules I live by. I wanted to share them because I think they might help some of you. I live every day with no regrets and no hesatations. I started doing this in feburary 03 when my Grandfather died. We had gone out to celebrate my brothers birthday (FEB 2). I had already said my good-byes but had another chance witch I declined I was in the back seat of the Geo Metro 2 doors and I didn't feel like getting out to give my Grandfather another hug. I regret it to this day. He died 6 days later at the ripe old age of 61. He had no injurys no sicknesses he exersied regularly and loved everyone in his life. He died of old age.
It made me think. I can go at anytime and there is nothing I can do about it. So I live like i'm going to die tomarrow. I stoped liveing like that. I started woring to much about money and what I was going to do in the future. It was obsessing over me and I wasn't liveing for the moment.
I could have died yesterday or even worse suffered permanint brain damage and not been able to think for the rest of my life. So I want to tell anyone who reads this to be thankfull for the day no matter how much it sucked. and make tomarrow a day worth liveing.
Arik
Anyway the point of my wrighting again is because for a while I forgot the rules I live by. I wanted to share them because I think they might help some of you. I live every day with no regrets and no hesatations. I started doing this in feburary 03 when my Grandfather died. We had gone out to celebrate my brothers birthday (FEB 2). I had already said my good-byes but had another chance witch I declined I was in the back seat of the Geo Metro 2 doors and I didn't feel like getting out to give my Grandfather another hug. I regret it to this day. He died 6 days later at the ripe old age of 61. He had no injurys no sicknesses he exersied regularly and loved everyone in his life. He died of old age.
It made me think. I can go at anytime and there is nothing I can do about it. So I live like i'm going to die tomarrow. I stoped liveing like that. I started woring to much about money and what I was going to do in the future. It was obsessing over me and I wasn't liveing for the moment.
I could have died yesterday or even worse suffered permanint brain damage and not been able to think for the rest of my life. So I want to tell anyone who reads this to be thankfull for the day no matter how much it sucked. and make tomarrow a day worth liveing.
Arik