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This is my last night of summer.
This summer has been truly amazing and I honestly couldn't have
asked for it to be any better. I couldn't ask for anything more from life.
It's mostly consited of doing nothing with the best company.
I am more than happy with everything in my life and there isn't
a single thing that I would like to change, however, things obviously
will be changing, but I am looking forward to dealing with those
changes to make things work and have them only get better as time continues.
It's called growing up, but in reality it doesn't mean anything has to end.
I have met the most amazing boy who has naturally forced me to want
to be better in general just because he deserves it, but at the same
time be more than content with myself. I feel encouraged to be myself
around him because I am more than accepted by him. It's this feeling
of not having to be afraid of putting myself into someone so much
simply because it's happening and there's no reason to stop it.
With every word I am typing, the more I am believing that this is true
as I reminisce the time we have spent together so far. I am also
thinking about how I never thought I would be saying this and
being serious while saying it. I guess with these things there's
no expecting it, but only thing I need to fully learn to do with this
and that's simply take things for what they are, nothing more,
nothing less. When things are going well, you do everything in
your power not to fuck them up or make simple things complicated.
It seems obvious I am sure, but I am slowly learning to actually do it
and I am just really happy about finally starting to get it to sink into my head.
Alright, I could go on for so much longer, but I feel like a complete douche for
sounding like some star in a typical teen movie and I know very well that
most people that are reading this [if anyone anymore] read two words
and then, ran to their bathroom to puke... or just stopped reading.
This summer has been truly amazing and I honestly couldn't have
asked for it to be any better. I couldn't ask for anything more from life.
It's mostly consited of doing nothing with the best company.
I am more than happy with everything in my life and there isn't
a single thing that I would like to change, however, things obviously
will be changing, but I am looking forward to dealing with those
changes to make things work and have them only get better as time continues.
It's called growing up, but in reality it doesn't mean anything has to end.
I have met the most amazing boy who has naturally forced me to want
to be better in general just because he deserves it, but at the same
time be more than content with myself. I feel encouraged to be myself
around him because I am more than accepted by him. It's this feeling
of not having to be afraid of putting myself into someone so much
simply because it's happening and there's no reason to stop it.
With every word I am typing, the more I am believing that this is true
as I reminisce the time we have spent together so far. I am also
thinking about how I never thought I would be saying this and
being serious while saying it. I guess with these things there's
no expecting it, but only thing I need to fully learn to do with this
and that's simply take things for what they are, nothing more,
nothing less. When things are going well, you do everything in
your power not to fuck them up or make simple things complicated.
It seems obvious I am sure, but I am slowly learning to actually do it
and I am just really happy about finally starting to get it to sink into my head.
Alright, I could go on for so much longer, but I feel like a complete douche for
sounding like some star in a typical teen movie and I know very well that
most people that are reading this [if anyone anymore] read two words
and then, ran to their bathroom to puke... or just stopped reading.