As long as I'm living I'll be waiting.
:)
I applied to the University of Missouri earlier today. That is one of the MAJOR schools that NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC looks at when picking their kids for future jobs. :) I seriously seriously want to work for them....so I figured why the fuck not apply there.
Also, Nat Geo looks at Brooks Institute of Photography in Santa Barbara, CA. :( I can't go there though....even with the scholarships, grants and loans I still won't be able to live there. I love that school, I want to go to that school.....but it's like 80 grand a year....and you have to be recommended JUST to get considered by someone high up. :( I know that if I get an interview with these people I'll get in....but I can't afford to go there. Fuck. :(
I applied to: UT, Austin
UTSA
University of North Texas, Denton
University of Houston (Downtown)
Texas State, San Marcos
Texas Tech
University of Missouri, Colombia
:) I hope I get into at least 3. My firstfirstfirst choice is UT Austin....and then after that then Houston....and UNT...then tx state then missouri. I mean, Missouri is almost 30K a year! :( That's horribly expensive. UT isn't too bad, I can handle that just fine....I think.
Ah so....
now I'm applying for scholarships. Shit. This sucks. Whenever I start I begin to feel anxious and overwhelmed. Fuck man......being a senior definitely has its drawbacks.
I just want my fucking name up on that bulletin board. I feel absolutely horrible when I see EVERYONE'S god damn nameson that board....and not mine. :( I think it's motivation for me to try just as fucking hard to get accepted to at least ONE of those schools....I mean, they all hold prestige to some level. :)
:) I just want to get accepted to UT so I can relax. :)
Valentines day is in 8 days. :| I mean seriously, can't you give me flowers and tell me tons of sweet things on any other day of the year without it being some holiday? :) Granted, I do appreciate the sentiments and I ADORE doing things for people on that day. Hahaha! :) Oh Angela....
Ok so....I think I've got enough money for Matt's ultra-special-super-badass-totally-from-the-heart-the-only-time-I've-ever-really-truly-wanted-to-get-someone-this gift. HAHAHA! I went somewhere earlier and did something with something with people and got what I wanted. I know that sounds bad but I swear on my life that one person was a mother, and the other was a good friend so....HA! And the something I did with the something was probably the funniest-most-horrible thing I could have possibly ever done with it. LMAO! Oh man....if only you knew. :)
But yea, I'm going tomorrow to get the superbadass thing. :) Yeaaaaa! :D
1 year in 13 days. :) I'm happy.