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I've decided that I really don't know what to take of 2006 just yet. I
gotta say, it certainly hasn't been the best so far. But I have faith
it will get better. I just have to pick myself up and dust myself off.
I'm blaming it on the winter blues, but I have just found myself in
this horrible rut. I have zero ambition for anything really, and have
noticed myself changing into someone I don't really like. All I seem to
be doing lately is bitching, complaining and crying. I'm sick of
myself, so I know Jon has to be getting a little fed up with me as well
(although he is being so much more understanding of my situation then I
would ever expect of anyone). I am adamant about snapping myself out of
this. Life could be so so much worse, I have so much to be happy about.
Jon is providing me with an amazing support system. He's wiped up many tears, and managed to keep my spirits up throughout all of this. I really couldn't appreciate it more. He is so much more in a lover and friend than I ever imagined possible.
On a lighter note, Meg, Brady, Timmy, and Jon are coming up to Ottawa the weekend of the 10th. Very exciting! I'm so in need of a dose of my good friends. Then on the 15th Jon and I are going to go up to Peterborough for a few days so he can finally meet Ange and the baby. I am so excited to see Keira. She's over a month old now and apparently getting quite big :)
omg...I made myself a veggie burger for dinner tonight, and it was exceptionally delicious. PC VEGGIE BURGERS FOLKS, don't knock em til ya try em.
I walk in stride with people
much taller than me
and partly it's the boots but
mostly it's my chi
and I'm becoming transfixed
with nature and my part in it
which I believe just signifies
I'm finally waking up
and there's this moth outside my kitchen door
she's bonkers for that bare bulb
flying round in circles
bashing in her exoskull
and out in the woods she navigates fine by the moon
but get her around a light bulb and she's doomed
she is trying to evolve
she's just trying to evolve
now let's get talking reefer madness
like some arrogant government can't
by any stretch of the imagination
outlaw a plant
yes, their supposed authority over nature
is a dream
c'mon people
we've got to come clean
cuz they are locking our sons
and our daughters in cages
they are taking by the thousands
our lives from under us
it's a crash course in religious fundamentals
now let's all go to war
get some bang for our buck
I am trying to evolve
I'm just trying to evolve
gunnin for high score in the land of dreams
morbid bluish-white consumers ogling luminous screens
on the trail of forgetting
cruising without a care
the jet set won't abide by that pesky jet lag
and our lives boil down to an hour or two
when someone pulls a camera out of a bag
and I am trying to evolve
I'm just trying to evolve
so I walk like I'm on a mission
cuz that's the way I groove
I got more and more to do
I got less and less to prove
it took me too long to realize
that I don't take good pictures
cuz I have the kind of beauty
that moves
Jon is providing me with an amazing support system. He's wiped up many tears, and managed to keep my spirits up throughout all of this. I really couldn't appreciate it more. He is so much more in a lover and friend than I ever imagined possible.
On a lighter note, Meg, Brady, Timmy, and Jon are coming up to Ottawa the weekend of the 10th. Very exciting! I'm so in need of a dose of my good friends. Then on the 15th Jon and I are going to go up to Peterborough for a few days so he can finally meet Ange and the baby. I am so excited to see Keira. She's over a month old now and apparently getting quite big :)
omg...I made myself a veggie burger for dinner tonight, and it was exceptionally delicious. PC VEGGIE BURGERS FOLKS, don't knock em til ya try em.
I walk in stride with people
much taller than me
and partly it's the boots but
mostly it's my chi
and I'm becoming transfixed
with nature and my part in it
which I believe just signifies
I'm finally waking up
and there's this moth outside my kitchen door
she's bonkers for that bare bulb
flying round in circles
bashing in her exoskull
and out in the woods she navigates fine by the moon
but get her around a light bulb and she's doomed
she is trying to evolve
she's just trying to evolve
now let's get talking reefer madness
like some arrogant government can't
by any stretch of the imagination
outlaw a plant
yes, their supposed authority over nature
is a dream
c'mon people
we've got to come clean
cuz they are locking our sons
and our daughters in cages
they are taking by the thousands
our lives from under us
it's a crash course in religious fundamentals
now let's all go to war
get some bang for our buck
I am trying to evolve
I'm just trying to evolve
gunnin for high score in the land of dreams
morbid bluish-white consumers ogling luminous screens
on the trail of forgetting
cruising without a care
the jet set won't abide by that pesky jet lag
and our lives boil down to an hour or two
when someone pulls a camera out of a bag
and I am trying to evolve
I'm just trying to evolve
so I walk like I'm on a mission
cuz that's the way I groove
I got more and more to do
I got less and less to prove
it took me too long to realize
that I don't take good pictures
cuz I have the kind of beauty
that moves