yo adam. i just want you to know that i am totally aware that you have your own views and always have been. i was always respectful towards them and didn't hold them against you and told you all the time i loved you and appreciated you. and i still very much appreciate everything you have ever done for me and taught me. to be honest man i don't have friends your style cuz i just really don't dig it, but i was always willing to look past that with you and try to see you for who you are on the indside...but i just really don't think we were on the same level for you to come out to me in the way i ask of people i love. and that's totally ok! don't get me wrong! we're just different breeds man. and differences can be hard, but they are really beautiful. it wasn't because of one little thing, it was about a bunch...i guess i just gave a lot to you in one way and you gave a lot to me in another and we weren't recieving what we wanted? we give to people what we want. i dunno if that makes sense ...but it's the only way i can say it. i just didn't feel like there was any compasion or sympathy when i shared my emotions with you (this is something best friends do!). i'm not a comic book character and i honestly don't want to be. my love and the way i express myself is intense, people can't always manifest it and that's totally understandable and ok. underneath all this bullshit adam, i hold nothing against you and you were a great friend to me....we've just have different missions. and i wish you the best of luck in yours. ~Autry oh yeah and also we're both really fucking stubborn and believe strongly in what we believe in...so it's a given that we'd butt heads ya know?
~Autry
oh yeah and also we're both really fucking stubborn and believe strongly in what we believe in...so it's a given that we'd butt heads ya know?
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