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it was nice to think that i could come back here on breaks and over the summer and go to my dance studio and it would be exactly how it was. i got a letter today saying that the studio is closing forever. i really dont know how to react - im shocked, but i should have seen it coming. and i cant help but feel that it is partially my fault, im not sure how though. for something that has been a part of my life for so long, and such a tremendous part of my life, its over for good. no visiting, i wont see my babies again, i dont have my second home anymore. and when i leave for college im afraid my other home wont be so much of a home. i think im being a bit melodramatic at this point, but its so hard to have everything change and to have something that was such a constant go away. even on a bad day i knew i was at home there and that i actually had people who respected me and even looked up to me, that doesnt really happen anywhere else. maybe i will keep in touch with the owner and my teacher, maybe i will see them from time to time,but its stil hard to believe its over.