The really great thing about depression is that I can have a fantastic weekend with the love of my life, meet amazing people, and then still feel like happiness is an unattainable goal and any previous instances were pure flukes. Sooooo here I am, playing bejeweled for hours, just waiting for bedtime so I can just not have feelings for a while ( Read more... )

Back from Dragon*Con! Later or tomorrow you'll get the fun post with the pictures, but first I want to tell you about meeting Eddie McClintock and what it meant to me.

( Cut for mental health background and possible triggers. )

Still having a hard time emotionally. Right now I feel all worn out emotionally, physically, spiritually. I'm making myself (with, of course, my love's assistance) get up and out of the house even though that's about the last thing I want to do ( Read more... )

So I'm here in Georgia with the person I love and a wonderful family and cats and fish and wonderfulness ( Read more... )