wasting my time..college is getting to routine.
hi
I havn't been able to sleep..like all week.
and even when i'm awake..i'm not really. I just can't sleep.
but cant function as i would being awake. im in limbo.
Chris said it best: "like my body knows it should be asleep but my mind isnt cooperating"
but i never can sleep...well i have phases.
I think I'm gonna skip english for the first time and sleep at 2...till at least 5...Sue is going home at 1 w/ jennayyyyy and ryan...I hope amanda doesn't walk in. haha. I hope she reads this. fact is..I don't know the girl well enough..I'm gonna shower tonight and dance in my underwear..so knock please. Initiation for tridelta is tonight and 2morrow morning..its dry week for us b/c of initiation..which is cool. I think I'm quiting drinking for a while..it got old for me..but I can see why other ppl still drink..i have to be at the house at 5:45 and then I have to be back in my room by 7:15ish to shower and get ready..to do basically nothing..and then I'm gonna go to bed a little earlier so I can wake up at 10 to get ready for tridelta again at 11-12:45. Then we attend our first meeting sunday! I'm excited..but not so much that I have to do a essay for english and a book report for history this weekend.
everything is crazy.
I seriously miss being at home and staying up all night watching movies and then the next day going shopping at ridge and then fucking around at hucks and chilling at lilys.
My routine weekend.
the old days.. so much easier.
i love college..but fuck college at the same time
but i don't give up something i started. i'm obviously gonna get it over with..b/c thats how i am..i wouldn't have waited around
i miss going with the flow.
but thats what weekends are for.[[altough this weekend isn't really a good example of that]]
I miss my mom..that sounds lame...but shove it...
I miss going to assssbarys and I miss seeing flips shows..and improv..
I also miss a certain boy. he probably doesn't know it...so w/e.
eh I miss my bed..sleeping on my mattress on the floor..i could sleep in there for 2 days and it gets so dark I wouldn't be able to tell u if it was night or day. throw on a good movie...like clerks or fight club and then watch it with commentary and laugh my ass off when jared leto is being punched in the face, its not funny..but when ur waching it alone in ur room for the 20th time...idk..
I miss my friends, but I've been missing some of them before I left for college so coming home probably wont fix that.
fuck it.
I love eastern.
I love everything about it. but sometimes I wish I can bring somethings from home I love up here with me..and then when i get sick of them I'll send them on a bus back home.
one week til I come home.
I havn't been able to sleep..like all week.
and even when i'm awake..i'm not really. I just can't sleep.
but cant function as i would being awake. im in limbo.
Chris said it best: "like my body knows it should be asleep but my mind isnt cooperating"
but i never can sleep...well i have phases.
I think I'm gonna skip english for the first time and sleep at 2...till at least 5...Sue is going home at 1 w/ jennayyyyy and ryan...I hope amanda doesn't walk in. haha. I hope she reads this. fact is..I don't know the girl well enough..I'm gonna shower tonight and dance in my underwear..so knock please. Initiation for tridelta is tonight and 2morrow morning..its dry week for us b/c of initiation..which is cool. I think I'm quiting drinking for a while..it got old for me..but I can see why other ppl still drink..i have to be at the house at 5:45 and then I have to be back in my room by 7:15ish to shower and get ready..to do basically nothing..and then I'm gonna go to bed a little earlier so I can wake up at 10 to get ready for tridelta again at 11-12:45. Then we attend our first meeting sunday! I'm excited..but not so much that I have to do a essay for english and a book report for history this weekend.
everything is crazy.
I seriously miss being at home and staying up all night watching movies and then the next day going shopping at ridge and then fucking around at hucks and chilling at lilys.
My routine weekend.
the old days.. so much easier.
i love college..but fuck college at the same time
but i don't give up something i started. i'm obviously gonna get it over with..b/c thats how i am..i wouldn't have waited around
i miss going with the flow.
but thats what weekends are for.[[altough this weekend isn't really a good example of that]]
I miss my mom..that sounds lame...but shove it...
I miss going to assssbarys and I miss seeing flips shows..and improv..
I also miss a certain boy. he probably doesn't know it...so w/e.
eh I miss my bed..sleeping on my mattress on the floor..i could sleep in there for 2 days and it gets so dark I wouldn't be able to tell u if it was night or day. throw on a good movie...like clerks or fight club and then watch it with commentary and laugh my ass off when jared leto is being punched in the face, its not funny..but when ur waching it alone in ur room for the 20th time...idk..
I miss my friends, but I've been missing some of them before I left for college so coming home probably wont fix that.
fuck it.
I love eastern.
I love everything about it. but sometimes I wish I can bring somethings from home I love up here with me..and then when i get sick of them I'll send them on a bus back home.
one week til I come home.