Jul 22, 2007 17:53
Ok, I know that I don't write in here very often anymore, but if you want to see what's happening with me, you should get facebook and add me (Kaytee Gillis).
Now for the rant:
I HATE it when my fiance's mother doesn't listen to me. Whatever I say goes in one ear and out the other and it pisses me off. I just want her to listen to me, stop treating me like her child and just leave me and Jason alone. I know that she is not going to be leaving Jason alone anytime soon because he's her son. That is who she should be treating like her own child, NOT ME.
She is not the one that carried me for 9 months and raised me for the 19 years before I came into Jason's life. But still, she treats me like the daughter that she never had. I am not her child, I am not even her daughter in law (yet) but now ... I am not sure that I want her to be in my life after Jason and I get married. I know that that is a retarded point of view, but MY GOD WOMAN! Leave me the fuck alone. I am pissed off becase ... well because of everything that I have just said!
I know that when Jason and I get married, I not only get him but I get Elaine and Cody as a bonus! *fakes sarcasm* I mean, I love Cody to death and I am happy to have him in my life. He's my video gamer buddy, but I don't want to have Elaine in my life!
She doesn't talk to me with respect either. She was complaining how she never gets any looks and I told her that she can look good on a cheap budget. She doesn't need to be having designer labels and $75 dollar makeup. She just "Mmhmm"-ed my like a teacher would an annoying child. OMG I can't believe that. I hate it when she does that. I know that she does it to Cody and to Jason, but she shouldn't be doing that to me. I don't want to have that for the rest of my life and I have told her this. I hate it when people talk to me with disrespect and ... I know that I don't talk her with the utmost respect either, but that only reason why I do it is because she does it to me.
"Treat ME like YOU want to be treated."
I am so sorry to Jason because I know that I have greatly upset him with this. I know that he doesn't like to take sides and I am not intending for him to be taking sides, so Jason, I am so, so, so sorry.
*/rant*