TIRED
I am tired of the tears, i am tired of the crying and fighting and i am tired of the FUCKING DAVINA FAN CLUB. I am tired of looking like a stupid little kid in front of people bc of other people, i am tired of caring about all this stupid shit i am tired of people commenting on my lj about how i will get through it i am tired of the stupidty of the people i know, i am tired feeling like shit, i am tired of not having anyone to call or talk to, i am tired of being alone i am tired of no one really caring about me, i am tired of people trying to show they care about me by commenting on this stupid piece of shit, i like when people comment but dont you fucking tell me things will get better bc you dont know what the fuck i am upset about and I AM THE OPTIMIST not you so STFU. I am tired of being poor i am tired of the guys in my life thinking they can control me i am tired of people telling me what to do and what not to do i am tired of defending my self and my emotions i am tired of people thinking i am an emo prep, you know what bitches I AM EMO, BUT AT LEAST I GOT ENOUGH BALLS TO FUCKING DEAL WITH MY PROBLEMS INSTEAD OF DROWNING IT OR ACTING LIKE IT IS THE END OF THE WORLD i am not a fucking prep, i am tired of the fucking labels, I am Brigit Amparo Victoria Espinola so dont call me a prep, goth, rocker, rapper, bitch, slut, hoe, ect. I AM BRIGIT got a problem with it tell someone who cares bc i sure as hell dont. I am tired of saying sorry when i bump into someone in the hall way when it clearly wasnt my fault, i am tired of dealing with my family bull shit i am tired of talking to guys who think that they are the shit and know everything, in total i am tired i am so fucking tired and all i want to do it sleep. i cant breath its fucking hot as hell and i want to scream untill my lungs burst and my throat bleeds. i just want everyone to stop