Apr 10, 2004 23:09
hello there. seriously it's been a very long time since i've written anything with any importance in here. really anything at all. i think i might delete this. but i like reading about everybody else's lives and occassionally commenting.
so basically my life right now is school and crew. my usual day...wake up at 7, school from 8-3:10, practice from 3:30 until 6:15 and then i come home, take a shower, eat dinner, do insane amounts of homework even though my grades say that i'm doing absolutely nothing, and then fall asleep. all my grades are falling and i don't want to try to bring them back up. is that a problem? well, i'd say it is.
i love crew though. i really do. coach says that i can get a scholarship for it, which would be insanely awesome. it's either a scholarship or student loans, here i come! and i made the varsity 4 boat for states, so i'm so excited. this coming weekend we have a regatta in palatka, none other than right down the river from my aunt and uncle's house. i'm stoked to get to row and also to see my family, so it should be a good weekend. and hopefully tiff can come and uhhh, well, let's just say have some fun too. ;)
since i last wrote in here, quite a lot has happened. i'm now driving, so i'm not home as much i guess. driving's fun, sometimes it really scares the crap out of me. and it makes me realize how much i've grown up. and how much i've changed. and how much everyone around me has changed. and spring break has also come and gone. it was lots of fun, i just hung out around home and went to busch gardens and adventure island and shopping and the like. had some firsts and a not so good experience, but hey, it's all in good fun.
sometimes i feel like i don't know what's going on and things keep happening and i have no control over my life. but really, i just need to step back and think about what really matters and what i'm going to remember in 10 years or even a year. that, my friends, is what matters. haha, i'm such a loser.
i bribe my brother with 3 lolli pops and a dollar and he'll do whatever i want him to do. that and i tell him i won't drive him anywhere. oh, how i love being the older sibling sometimes.
(edit) MISS EMILY this entry was all for you! xox