alone time
I saw the leaves blow around on the ground tonight. They just got swept up by the wind and began to move. I wish that could be me. I wish something would come and wrap its arms around me and sweep me away.
I spent some hours with Lauren last night. It was strange to talk to her, for so long I felt uncomfortable thinking about how she hates or resents me. I guess she was able to let go of that, if she ever felt it. That is inspirational in itself.
I met Ben's brother this weekend. That was okay iguess. We saw the James Bond movie tonight, I don't think I ever really knew what was going on at any given point in the movie. But I had a thing for a free popcorn, that was nice.
I just watched Meet Joe Black for the first time. I was struck by how much Joe Black reminded me of Matt. I never really though Matt looked like Brad Pitt before, which people have said, but in that movie I saw the resemblence. Not to mention Joe gets this girl to fall for him without ever really giving any information about himself, much like Matt.
Its hot in here.