just walk it out, yeah walk it out...

[flake_ige]

I'm going to write until I figure this out…

I have all of these half thoughts going through my head..

I feel kind of bad about some things, but I haven't thought about them long enough to understand them…

So I have these sneaking suspicions that there are things about me that aren't really… functional or normal.. or … in working order to sustain

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[ties_u_severed]

ive decided that your life is a phenomenon...seriously...like shit happens to you that is so bizarre and outrageous i cant believe it sometimes...like guys...since when are guys emotional and needy and pathetic in the sense that they call you 358723598 times and look WAY to deeply into everything you say?...why is it that when you want a guy to be close to you that way and to be that way and you WANT a relationship...the only available guys are the fucks that dont care, dont want a girlfriend are cool w/ a platonic relationship and just...i dunno...seem to be lacking lately. I think part of the reason for guys behaving the way they do...is like...ok so when we go out to a social function you are not like a normal girl i would say...you are really outgoing, talking to strangers, just not giving a fuck which is great, but to alot of guys its like...unusual...and hot....i would guess...so they see you acting this way but then when they get to talking to you you are just an overall open person...like you dont mind sharing personal pieces of information...im the same way like i dont really care...so then their interest is sparked and they like...think your hot and attractive and all that good stuff then it makes them feel special b/c you are "opening up to them" when in actuality you would act that way with any guy around..and you flirt...u flirt w/o realizing it all the time...theres nothing wrong w/ that...but then when you are open and are like whatev if u wanna come back and spend the nite at my house u can (b/c ur thinking i have work i am going to bed they arent getting any) they mistake it for...you like being interested and like they feel special...this is just my personal analysis of the situation...its probably completley wrong...but yea...