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yesterday was awful. I went to work at 7 am after getting literally an hour or two of sleep max. I was sent home at 1 cause we were slow and I tried to nap but I couldnt. I decided to go to ellen and cat's house for a party with megan and we had a great fucking time.
megs and I left around 2. we were walking across a street and a car made a right hand turn and hit her. megs was knocked down and the car stopped. megan was able to get up an she said she was alright so the car left. megan kept saying that she wanted to go home so we tried to keep walkng but she was obviously really hurt and she wasnt making any sense so I called an ambulance.
I am a terrible person in any sort of crisis. I was freaking out in the ambulance, I threw up all over the parking lot and was absolutely fucking hysterical.
the hospital she is at is awful, we were in there at 2:30am and she wasnt even seen by a doctor until almost 9am. we watched someone die of a gunshot wound, megan was in so much fucking pain.
her face is kind of fucked up, her leg is either really badly sprained or broken and she's going into surgery tonight to get her arm pinned back together.
I am so, so, so, so tired. I am cleaning megans apartment so that way her mom doesnt have to see all the old beer cans/bowls/old food and im taking care of her puppy.
I am so, so, so, so tired.
megs and I left around 2. we were walking across a street and a car made a right hand turn and hit her. megs was knocked down and the car stopped. megan was able to get up an she said she was alright so the car left. megan kept saying that she wanted to go home so we tried to keep walkng but she was obviously really hurt and she wasnt making any sense so I called an ambulance.
I am a terrible person in any sort of crisis. I was freaking out in the ambulance, I threw up all over the parking lot and was absolutely fucking hysterical.
the hospital she is at is awful, we were in there at 2:30am and she wasnt even seen by a doctor until almost 9am. we watched someone die of a gunshot wound, megan was in so much fucking pain.
her face is kind of fucked up, her leg is either really badly sprained or broken and she's going into surgery tonight to get her arm pinned back together.
I am so, so, so, so tired. I am cleaning megans apartment so that way her mom doesnt have to see all the old beer cans/bowls/old food and im taking care of her puppy.
I am so, so, so, so tired.