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all things considered, if you have to run into an ex-boyfriend its nice to look attractive and be with a group of friends. awkwardness aside, it wasnt that awful.
he still looked really good. and he smelled great. and hes moving back to baltimore in a week.
its a strange to see someone you used to care about so fucking much and to feel absolutely nothing.
I have to get up at 6am tomorrow and work for nine hours and im making the good decision to get very drunk and go to a party.
I have 3$ to my name and I have a $587.16 heating bill that needs to be paid by the 18th or they are turning off the gas.
today was so fucking beautiful. megan and I got blankets, books, cds and a picnic and spent all day at a park. we met up with ellen and cat, had dinner, found a bunch of bikes in the trash and had a great, great time.
mmmm.
he still looked really good. and he smelled great. and hes moving back to baltimore in a week.
its a strange to see someone you used to care about so fucking much and to feel absolutely nothing.
I have to get up at 6am tomorrow and work for nine hours and im making the good decision to get very drunk and go to a party.
I have 3$ to my name and I have a $587.16 heating bill that needs to be paid by the 18th or they are turning off the gas.
today was so fucking beautiful. megan and I got blankets, books, cds and a picnic and spent all day at a park. we met up with ellen and cat, had dinner, found a bunch of bikes in the trash and had a great, great time.
mmmm.