#258

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i honestly thought i moved on but why am i missing you so suddenly
its like a dam of emotions just opened and im just flooded with memories of you
and all i'm doing is crying
i hate crying
crying is weakness

but you are my weakness, you see
every time i see you my knees get weak
and my heart starts racing
and i still get butterflies in my stomach
no matter how many times i tell myself to hate you
one look at that face and i'm floored
how can i?
how am i supposed to hate you?

i can't

i can't..............