venting mostly
I AM SO EXHAUSTED ALL THE TIME. School is very tiresome in the way that I feel like I am so overwhelmed with everything. All the terms and abbreviations we need to know and the constant reassurance that hospitals are busy and there will be extremely cranky people yelling at you for things you aren't allowed to give them and all you can do is listen.
Sometimes it hits me that I am actually in school to learn for my future career. This isn't like high school where you go to classes and half ass your work for a decent grade to get into the college/university of your choice. This is it. You better know this shit or else you're not getting a job. Just stressing me out a bit and we're only into our 3rd week.
I also need to look into volunteering at hospitals because employers look to see you're well rounded but doing school full-time, working part-time, trying to have human contact, plus volunteering will just make me a very run-down person.
I'm going to keep at it and work my butt off but sometimes I just want to sit and think about nothing just to give my brain a rest.
I'm excited about the future but also extremely unsure so in turn I am scared shitless about it.
Blagh. I just needed to get that off my chest.
I hope you're all well. Sorry I'm hardly ever on here but really, I'm not anywhere on the internet right now except to watch some tv shows (Glee and Doctor Who, anyone??).
Have a great week!
Sometimes it hits me that I am actually in school to learn for my future career. This isn't like high school where you go to classes and half ass your work for a decent grade to get into the college/university of your choice. This is it. You better know this shit or else you're not getting a job. Just stressing me out a bit and we're only into our 3rd week.
I also need to look into volunteering at hospitals because employers look to see you're well rounded but doing school full-time, working part-time, trying to have human contact, plus volunteering will just make me a very run-down person.
I'm going to keep at it and work my butt off but sometimes I just want to sit and think about nothing just to give my brain a rest.
I'm excited about the future but also extremely unsure so in turn I am scared shitless about it.
Blagh. I just needed to get that off my chest.
I hope you're all well. Sorry I'm hardly ever on here but really, I'm not anywhere on the internet right now except to watch some tv shows (Glee and Doctor Who, anyone??).
Have a great week!