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I got some dudes blood on me during the fight last night ewwww.
God I hate feeling the way I feel today. Last night was a bad show, all the touring bands cancelled and I was just really feeling old and in the way. Noone in Atlanta really gives a shit about local music. I'm glad I moved to Athens. I really want something big to happen with this band. I can't wait to be on tour. Just pack up and leave, Georgia will do alright without me.
I have been so lonely lately. I don't know what's so wrong with me. I feel more and more everyday like I'm just the trash that she didn't want anymore, and when she got her fill of me I just got traded in for the newer model. Fuck. I don't want her back, and I could give two shits if I never even spoke to her again. I just hate waking up alone and coming home knowing noone's waiting up for me. I know you will never find it if you're looking but I have never been much for patience. I can handle being by myself. It's not like I need anyone. It would just be nice to have someone to take care of. It's just in my nature I guess.
God I hate feeling the way I feel today. Last night was a bad show, all the touring bands cancelled and I was just really feeling old and in the way. Noone in Atlanta really gives a shit about local music. I'm glad I moved to Athens. I really want something big to happen with this band. I can't wait to be on tour. Just pack up and leave, Georgia will do alright without me.
I have been so lonely lately. I don't know what's so wrong with me. I feel more and more everyday like I'm just the trash that she didn't want anymore, and when she got her fill of me I just got traded in for the newer model. Fuck. I don't want her back, and I could give two shits if I never even spoke to her again. I just hate waking up alone and coming home knowing noone's waiting up for me. I know you will never find it if you're looking but I have never been much for patience. I can handle being by myself. It's not like I need anyone. It would just be nice to have someone to take care of. It's just in my nature I guess.