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It's strange amazing unnerving how a single decision or action can affect everything.

A lot of people were affected by the curse. Tatsuki-chan was a shinigami and didn't even remember me that day. She would make a great shinigami! But...I don't know what I would do without her. And Tatsuki-chan has been in danger so many times...it isn't fair to her ( Read more... )

Kurosaki-kun's birthday is over. I told him "HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUROSAKI-KUN" and gave him my present, but...it feels so much different here than in Karakura Town. As if each day we've grown a little more distant.

Though, the one person that could make him the happiest is Kuchiki-san. I am happy that Kurosaki-kun has someone as wonderful and as amazing ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I have too many things on my mind right now.

No matter what I do, I always end up hurting or endangering someone. I shouldn't have told Kurosaki-kun...or even Kuchiki-san in the first place. It would be better if I weren't even --

I'm only getting in their way.

At least now, I'm not in the apartment anymore. I'm so happy that Tatsuki- ( Read more... )

Kuchiki-san...I'm sorry, but I need your help.

Tatsuki-chan was hurt, and there was nothing I could do about it. If it wasn't for Ishida-kun and Pesche-san --

They promised that no one would get hurt. I was so stupid, believing that.

I won't be used any longer. It's -- it probably won't help, but --

I hope Kurosaki-kun, Kuchiki-san and the others will be okay. I have to believe in them.

Right now I ( Read more... )