This place could be worst than a prison...
You know I some what miss this thing.
If anyone actually reads this i'm still alive. At the moment i'm looking to collect any nintendo gamecube games if anyone has some. name it and i'll see if i can take those off your hands.
I'm in West Bloomfield for three more days? I should be in Ypsi on Wednesday for a day, then a road trip to texas for a weekend but won't be back till monday. Linkin park concert project revolution wednesday i think? so if you're still keeping track how many days has passed till i have free time,the answer is on the 22nd. My parent's annoy me more than ever. I'm scared shitless to be living by myself. My dad this summer grabbed me by the arm and dragged me halfway across the room which caused me to have a panic attack 15 minutes later. I never knew what it felt like so that scared me even more. But it just feels as if you're having a heart attack your shoulders and chest get all tense and if you freak out your breath rate increases as well. My mom doesn't trust me she thinks i'll fail at life. Truth is almost failing. It seems every parent's flaw is they stack up on what the other children havedone in the past car wrecks drugs you know. Thus all that gets stacked on me as the youngest.
This summer i have successfully done nothing. go me! Jobs seems to be scarce around here... or michigan economy going to the shit. Old news, I don't think i have much to hold on to as far as friends or family. If i took facebook and deleted every one there would only be 3 people worth keeping. For family there's two my sister Dinah and my mom even if she drives me to my furthest insanity. I look far down my hitory of dating out of all 3 thus far i have to say my very 1st boyfriend did best of every thing. second boyfriend was comparable to my 1st. but i wasn't ready to grow up and i can't be mrs. stepford wife. i wish i could but not me. this comes up to my current boyfriend there's lots of things he could improve on. I'm still trying to hold on i guess... though no regrets.
If anyone actually reads this i'm still alive. At the moment i'm looking to collect any nintendo gamecube games if anyone has some. name it and i'll see if i can take those off your hands.
I'm in West Bloomfield for three more days? I should be in Ypsi on Wednesday for a day, then a road trip to texas for a weekend but won't be back till monday. Linkin park concert project revolution wednesday i think? so if you're still keeping track how many days has passed till i have free time,the answer is on the 22nd. My parent's annoy me more than ever. I'm scared shitless to be living by myself. My dad this summer grabbed me by the arm and dragged me halfway across the room which caused me to have a panic attack 15 minutes later. I never knew what it felt like so that scared me even more. But it just feels as if you're having a heart attack your shoulders and chest get all tense and if you freak out your breath rate increases as well. My mom doesn't trust me she thinks i'll fail at life. Truth is almost failing. It seems every parent's flaw is they stack up on what the other children havedone in the past car wrecks drugs you know. Thus all that gets stacked on me as the youngest.
This summer i have successfully done nothing. go me! Jobs seems to be scarce around here... or michigan economy going to the shit. Old news, I don't think i have much to hold on to as far as friends or family. If i took facebook and deleted every one there would only be 3 people worth keeping. For family there's two my sister Dinah and my mom even if she drives me to my furthest insanity. I look far down my hitory of dating out of all 3 thus far i have to say my very 1st boyfriend did best of every thing. second boyfriend was comparable to my 1st. but i wasn't ready to grow up and i can't be mrs. stepford wife. i wish i could but not me. this comes up to my current boyfriend there's lots of things he could improve on. I'm still trying to hold on i guess... though no regrets.