I haven't updated this in literally forever, if forever means something like a year. It's been a long year at that, and I'm tired of MySpace, and was feeling bad for neglecting LiveJournal (as if they are people or objects ( Read more... )

I don't update this very often anymore, which is partially becuase I am busy and partially because I have a slightly different lifestyle out here. But I feel like now is a good time to update, so here I go ( Read more... )

So I want to make a list of things that have been effecting my mood lately. It's not for you the two or three readers I ahve, more for me, so that when I want to look back at my days of past I k=will know what things I hvae gone through to make me just a tad stronger. So please, no sympathy or responses (wow, that was narcassitic of me). Like I ( Read more... )

It's so g-darn chilly here, it's ridiculous.

And the clouds don't help things.

Annnnd, I'm in an odd and contrite mood.

Today we cleaned the garbage that had been collecting on the side of Skate Creek Rd. for the better part of a year. There were things there, that should never had made it there. It really makes me think what goes through people's head when they throw these things out the window, or leave them at their impromptu camp sites. In the National Forest ( Read more... )

I'm biting the inside of my cheek so I don't cry in frustration and rage at these kids who are refusing to look at the world around them, but at this age you don't. This should be a Lord of the flies situation, where the kids govern the kids and they learn the important lessons much faster than being told by an adult. They don't respect you when ( Read more... )

I was reading old Journal entries this morning, reading potentialy self-destrustructive things, and as I kept reading, I noticed how frutrating and crazy my lifestyle was in NY and how relaxed and quasi-cool it is here. It's such a dramatic difference, and since it was such a dramatic change all it once, I've kind of lost sight of that fact ( Read more... )

So yesterday I came downstairs, unlocked the Teen Center, booted up the computer and bobbed around the interweb for a while. I don't really know what compelled me, but I went back and read old Livejournal entries. The first ones I read were right after Ian broke up with me. I told brendon last night, that I was reading that, and I don't remember ( Read more... )

I really just want to sit at Java's all day and watch people. I miss that. When I'm home this summer, I hope that can be done.

Just sit, for a very long time.