Allright here it goes. Michelle got into Madison. Congrats! This poses a few interesting changes into Mark's basic game plan. However, I've decided to go with the flow on this one because I'm not a selfish bastard who seeks to inflict his opinion on all who are in contact with him. Notheless, here's a bit of the topsy turvey going on with this ( Read more... )

Don't read this if you've talked to me recently. Most of this is just summing up what's happened and what's going to happen with my life. No, sorry, I'm not drunk this time and for a long time, i'm not depressed late at night either. I don't even know where to start with this and obviously not everything is going to get covered (especially the ( Read more... )

I'm so stupid when i'm drunk. i know people don't want me to be. I'm sorry, I'm a kid about it. I suck and I'm sad in the sense that I can't take my reality anymore.....

Dammit can't look at that last post with any gratification. Here's the skinny. We all are growing up. That kills a person like me. I'm not ready to grow up. Sure, I can talk the talk and even walk the walk, but i'm simply not ready. I don't think i ever will be. I just want to live in my little sphere of hopes, dreams, wants, desires, goals ( Read more... )

fuck this. lj missed one of my best posts. Either way, i'm undecided. cryptic writing? hells yes. I just don't want this...

If you've got the christmas spirit read no further ( Read more... )

Take this as you will ( Read more... )

Well I had my first panic attack in a long time....I was smoking a cig at 7:45 am on no sleep and a hopeless election and my mind froze and then sped up with wild thoughts and a rapid heartbeat. I believed I was going insane, but the attack lasted only two minutes so I was able to take my 8am test this morning. I figure it's cause was the ( Read more... )

At a time of inebriation i find myself at the same junction that my unconsciousness constantly reminds me of. I'm different from you. Whatever that may mean and however you take it is a judgment of your character. I don't fall into conventions nor do I believe that just because you are able to do something doesn't mean you should do it. I also ( Read more... )

Stop sinclair or I hate you.
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This is so important it is not even funny.....please pass this on.....