Round and Round we go, where we stop I already know...

[fishxnet]

Somebody slap me. I was online last night, and my ex boyfriend from about a year ago told me he loves me. God, please. This man, no this boy, treated me like utter shit for two years. He cheated on me for our entire two year relationship, with many girls. He played countless mind games and even had me paying his bills. Then he left me completely

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Oh no...!

[dysorientated]

Oh my gawd dearest. I'm so sorry! While reading that I started thinking. Your like another me but in a different place. I went through the exact same thing with my ex-boyfriend Tony. We were together for a year and a half, and i was also heavy with dope. Too heavy... Anyways, he cheated on me the whole time as well, played massive mind games, treated me like shit. We fought almost everytime we were together and broke up all the time. I loved him though so much, and I was always willing to take him bakk no matter the cost to me. I kept hoping he would change and be like how he was before when were first started being together. Clean, sweet, loving, always there, and not smoking dope at all. We finally broke up right before I moved out here to AZ. I still love him and I know that I always will. I am permanetly tainted and it affects everything I do relationship wise. I can't get it out of my head, that all I want is him. I know thought that it's for the best. I'm better off you know?

I think you made a good decision in telling him off. You're such a sweet heart and I know that you deserve so much better. If I were there I give you hugz too! We would get along so wonderfully... If you ever need me to talk to or anything, always feel free to IM on AIM.

cyanidexcynicism

I normally get on late late at night like around 12:30 or so... I hope things get better for you dearest and you're not alone! I'm here for you... Well in AZ, but I'm still here for you!

Re: Oh no...!

[fishxnet]

Aww, dollie, thanks. I know it was best for me to tell him off. And that it's best for you to move on. I know it will be hard for the both of us. You are way better off without the crazyness of a man! Espically one who is on meth, I'm just thankful Mark wasn't meth. He was a drinker though. I'm also here for you too, but in Oregon! Thank you again, that made me smile.

Hello.

[star_phucker]

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Re: Hello.

[fishxnet]

yay thank you!