waiting...
so
first day of school
it was long
even though it was short
oh well, i have lots of classes with people i love wholeheartedly, not so much, and not at all. i really should try and release the anger i posess for a CERTAIN PERSON. but i can't, he seems to stand for everything i hate, yet we are so similar...it scares me and makes me very uncomfortable with myself, and i HATE feeling uncomfortable with myself.
self actualization happened at quite an early age for me, even if it took a while for it to actually effect who i was, but that was years ago...
and now? now i'm just trying to be the best person one can be, which as far as i'm concerned is whoever one truly is...so i'm trying to be myself.
it's not hard, but it gets on other peoples nerves at times.
and i am so happy for hannah and dylan, they actually have a class together!
that's super fantastic for them considering they are in different years (i myself have only one with sean, but i might have lunches with him).
i am looking forward to making friends with new people and not being so judgmental, because i hate it when people judge when they have no right. if you don't know someone, you can't possibly have an opinion about them. i am going to try and live that statement.
something big-ish happened today, not that big of a deal, but i don't know it's making me think...
ok well enough angsting for now...
first day of school
it was long
even though it was short
oh well, i have lots of classes with people i love wholeheartedly, not so much, and not at all. i really should try and release the anger i posess for a CERTAIN PERSON. but i can't, he seems to stand for everything i hate, yet we are so similar...it scares me and makes me very uncomfortable with myself, and i HATE feeling uncomfortable with myself.
self actualization happened at quite an early age for me, even if it took a while for it to actually effect who i was, but that was years ago...
and now? now i'm just trying to be the best person one can be, which as far as i'm concerned is whoever one truly is...so i'm trying to be myself.
it's not hard, but it gets on other peoples nerves at times.
and i am so happy for hannah and dylan, they actually have a class together!
that's super fantastic for them considering they are in different years (i myself have only one with sean, but i might have lunches with him).
i am looking forward to making friends with new people and not being so judgmental, because i hate it when people judge when they have no right. if you don't know someone, you can't possibly have an opinion about them. i am going to try and live that statement.
something big-ish happened today, not that big of a deal, but i don't know it's making me think...
ok well enough angsting for now...