frightening
i was looking on myspace when i noticed a post by this girl ally clark, who used to go to our school, entitiled "car accident", so i opened it expecting a normal myspace bulletin post, but what i saw was something entirely different and awakening.
it turns out she was in a car accident on saturday and she was lucky to be alive.
they told her that her legs weren't even attached to her body when they found her.
this is one of those things that you hear about in presentations at school, but it doesn't really phase you much because you are completely unconnected from the subjects of the stories.
but this had an impact on me, it really did. i knew her(ish), and i knew that she was a really good and unique person, and it scared me so much.
it's just one of those things that you don't expect at all, and that shifts things inside of you....i don't know i don't feel like explaining it.
on a happier note, beach day was amazing.
it was the perfect way to end summer (except that anna wasn't there, but we got to see her afterwards so it's all set).
a bunch of really cool people (my favorite people infact) were there and we just hung out, doing whatever we wanted on the beach.
so thank you to everyone who made my last day of summer amazingly perfect.
it really made me feel nostalgic for the middle of july, when i still had a month and a half of freedom and bliss and happy times with sean and my friends.
that's what im worried about the most: i won't have enough time with my friends and sean what with school and marching band and cross country and shaws (not for me....sean).
i just hope that i get to see everyone i love often enough so that i don't hate my life....
ok well sean should be here soon, and my life will end again in about 9 hours.....
it turns out she was in a car accident on saturday and she was lucky to be alive.
they told her that her legs weren't even attached to her body when they found her.
this is one of those things that you hear about in presentations at school, but it doesn't really phase you much because you are completely unconnected from the subjects of the stories.
but this had an impact on me, it really did. i knew her(ish), and i knew that she was a really good and unique person, and it scared me so much.
it's just one of those things that you don't expect at all, and that shifts things inside of you....i don't know i don't feel like explaining it.
on a happier note, beach day was amazing.
it was the perfect way to end summer (except that anna wasn't there, but we got to see her afterwards so it's all set).
a bunch of really cool people (my favorite people infact) were there and we just hung out, doing whatever we wanted on the beach.
so thank you to everyone who made my last day of summer amazingly perfect.
it really made me feel nostalgic for the middle of july, when i still had a month and a half of freedom and bliss and happy times with sean and my friends.
that's what im worried about the most: i won't have enough time with my friends and sean what with school and marching band and cross country and shaws (not for me....sean).
i just hope that i get to see everyone i love often enough so that i don't hate my life....
ok well sean should be here soon, and my life will end again in about 9 hours.....