Moving forward using all my breath

Oct 06, 2004 23:15

So today I over slept to like 11.... I couldn't wake up for the life of me.... But I finally got up and did my Cultural Anthro homework and studied. I skipped French today.. But with good reason. So today was the deciding day in my International Studies class.... If I failed the test, I have to drop it. Mainly because the test was a third of the grade. *Scary* SO my 17 credit hours may soon become 14......... Either way I've decided I need to stop screwing around. ... I always say that but I am serious this time..!! When I mess up with class like skip or fail a test or something... I am totally going to punish myself! Yes its true..! I will take away my playstation, or my shame addiction, Sims 2 .... Even if means I have to take them to my parents house and leave them there. I can't keep doing as little as it takes to get by.
I got through High School skipping a lot and doing as little as possible with a great gpa.... How I did that I dont know... BUT! I can only imagine what I could have done if I had went.... Think of how smart, I could have been lol.... My point is this is college now, I can't do that and expect the same results....
Damn me and not applying myself....
Anyhow, I am back on my self improvement kick.

Today:
I studied and I went to the gym.

Tomorrow:
I am going to study, go to the gym and go to youth group.

I am totally moving foward.

And if you catch me screwing up again.. YELL AT ME!
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