Oct 05, 2004 23:02
I am a lazy bitch and thats why I am going to fail. I have a crazy important test tomorrow in my International studies class and I have no interest in studying... and it's not like I already know the information because I skipped so many classes. I so suck... I just can't motivate my self or get my self to go. But now its like necessary. I started this semester intending to do my best and get straight A's so I could raise my GPA from like 3.5 to a 3.75.... but no, i suck, it wasnt even 2 or 3 weeks in before i decided going to class sucked. Even now I say, this has to stop and I need to get it together but I continue to do this crap. Its like when I say I want to work out... . I'd like to but i dont.
On a different note, I really don't like serving anymore. But! working Howl O Scream wasnt to bad (although it dragged on and I have to work until 2am) The plus side is, I am getting my part time status, which means I get 6 more free tickets etc and if i were 21 i could get my 2 free cases of beer a month.. but i have another year for that... I dont know that I will still be at BG then.
I actually called someone today and invited them out.... I almost never to do that... go me.... too bad it was unsucessful. Damn my need to study.
Mandy called me today.... I miss Mandy moo. She needs to come visit...
I havent been home in over a month ! Nor have I had a sip of Coke... I am so proud....!!! I am considering going home thursday after class ... only I could only stay till friday afternoon because I have to work Friday night from 6 till 2 .... (I gave away my morning shift woot! no 10am till 2am! WOOT!!)
Anyhow, I need to try to study.....ha..