Ripped Apart Again
Well, i'm not gonna tell you anything other than this:
I am mighty pissed off.
I woke up this morning to my mum telling me to choose who i'd rather live with, her or my dad.
They're breaking up. Again. I've been in pieces about this pretty much the whole of today. I spent most of the morning in the canteen crying on Louise, then Robin went in a mood because he thought i was going to cheat on him haha. So, that sorted, i then hada relatively uneventful day until he moaned at me further for being so down, so i called Louise, who arrived with KJ and Susan and Helen. Which was fun.
And i spoke to Louise for a good long time. Then i got annoyed again at how fucking selfish and stupid my parents are. So KJ gave me a ciggy. And Robin went mental.
You're disgusting. Filthy. Thats the most unattractive thing i have ever seen. I thought you where smarter than that. You didn't want to spend anytime with me at all today. My respect for you has plummetted. I'm so disappointed. I've never felt this way before. I can't believe you're like that. I thought you where different. You really just don't care about anyone do you?
Some pretty heavy stuff to be landing on my plate today of all days, over a ciggy. Fucking hissy fittin over a ciggy. Now he's texting me expecting him to phone him. And my dad wants on to check the prices of flats, so he can jet of asap. He's packing bags and stuff.
Why is it that as soon as i get my love life sorted out, and things start to go relatively ok, my family life gets messed up? Why does that happen?
You'd think the world would just stop putting stuff on my shoulders for once don't you.
I am mighty pissed off.
I woke up this morning to my mum telling me to choose who i'd rather live with, her or my dad.
They're breaking up. Again. I've been in pieces about this pretty much the whole of today. I spent most of the morning in the canteen crying on Louise, then Robin went in a mood because he thought i was going to cheat on him haha. So, that sorted, i then hada relatively uneventful day until he moaned at me further for being so down, so i called Louise, who arrived with KJ and Susan and Helen. Which was fun.
And i spoke to Louise for a good long time. Then i got annoyed again at how fucking selfish and stupid my parents are. So KJ gave me a ciggy. And Robin went mental.
You're disgusting. Filthy. Thats the most unattractive thing i have ever seen. I thought you where smarter than that. You didn't want to spend anytime with me at all today. My respect for you has plummetted. I'm so disappointed. I've never felt this way before. I can't believe you're like that. I thought you where different. You really just don't care about anyone do you?
Some pretty heavy stuff to be landing on my plate today of all days, over a ciggy. Fucking hissy fittin over a ciggy. Now he's texting me expecting him to phone him. And my dad wants on to check the prices of flats, so he can jet of asap. He's packing bags and stuff.
Why is it that as soon as i get my love life sorted out, and things start to go relatively ok, my family life gets messed up? Why does that happen?
You'd think the world would just stop putting stuff on my shoulders for once don't you.