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I've had a really tough past couple of months. There was this girl and now she's gone, off with someone else. My best friend's also left me, so that sucks. Also, some people have been telling me that I'm going to die, and so that hurts my feelings. :(
I've found some good music lately that I just wanted to share:
1. "My Immortal" by Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
No one understands what I'm going through, but this song makes me feel a little less alone. I really identify with the lyrics, especially about this mysterious person's presence still lingering. Unlike this artists, I miss multiple people and am completely alone. :'(
2. "I Will Always Love You" by Whitney Houston
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.
Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.
Although I'm not comfortable with the expression, this song reminds me of my ...friend. All I have are the memories! And I'm not what she needs. He needs her. Even if he is full of blood and anger and revenge.
I think.
3. "Run" by Snow Patrol
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Snow Patrol is my favourite band. They're amazing and their lyrics are always so deep and inspiring. Also, the title of this song has a special meaning to me, as it's the first word I said to one of my friends! But like this song, we said goodbye! Well, I left. Not much of a goodbye. It hurt too much. :(
4. "I Will Remember You" by Sarah McLachlan
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Sarah's songs are so touching. My best friend can't remember me! All the good times we had! :( Like this song suggests, I will always remember them. I hope they remember me, even if "I" am with them. Perhaps I should go visit them? Nah.
5. "A Bad Dream" by Keane
I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Everything feels like a bad dream lately. I've been fighting and fighting only to come home and it's lonely and no one is there to scrapbook with. Still, all for the best I suppose. I'm getting rather tired of people telling me I'm going to die. Rude.
6. "Long Distance" by Turin Brakes
I let somebody get under my skin,
Long distance losing is all that I've seen
This is the story of my life lately. :( All those I care about, I've lost.
7. "She's" by Ryan Cabrera
She's the only love I've known
And now she's gone away
She's the light that brought me to the edge
Will i ever love again?
Oh I miss her. I could never love again. Maybe I should go visit her? Surely I could go visit her? And of course, she'd want to come back to ME! I am ME, after all! Oh who am I kidding... I think I need to go see what Bess is up to these days...
8. "Broken" by Lifehouse
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
IN your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I am not having a good day today. Stupid Mars.
9. "Never Forget" by Take That
Never forget where you've come her from,
Never pretend that it's all real,
Someday soon this will all be someone else's dream,
This will be someone else's dream.
Even in song lyric form, I am taunted by death! :( This is too much. Take That, why are you so cruel to me?
10. "Who Knew" by P!nk
You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
'Cause they're all wrong
I know better
'Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?
SHE SAID FOREVER! :( BRB crying forever at this song. :'(
11. "Said It All" by Take That
Said it all
Nothing to say at all
Nothing to say that matters
Haven't we said it all
I know I didn't say it, but yet "I" said it! Oh, she knows... Take That, why are you such a window to my life? Have you and Snow Patrol been reading Verity Newman lately? Hmmm??? LOL. (not really) :(
12. "All By Myself" by Celine Dion.
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
Oh Celine knows what I'm feeling. I think this is a recurring theme in my life. Why? :( :( :(
Covers I made if you want to use them! :)
Front:
Back:
I've gotta go work on my scrapbook. Later.
I've had a really tough past couple of months. There was this girl and now she's gone, off with someone else. My best friend's also left me, so that sucks. Also, some people have been telling me that I'm going to die, and so that hurts my feelings. :(
I've found some good music lately that I just wanted to share:
1. "My Immortal" by Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
No one understands what I'm going through, but this song makes me feel a little less alone. I really identify with the lyrics, especially about this mysterious person's presence still lingering. Unlike this artists, I miss multiple people and am completely alone. :'(
2. "I Will Always Love You" by Whitney Houston
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.
Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.
Although I'm not comfortable with the expression, this song reminds me of my ...friend. All I have are the memories! And I'm not what she needs. He needs her. Even if he is full of blood and anger and revenge.
I think.
3. "Run" by Snow Patrol
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Snow Patrol is my favourite band. They're amazing and their lyrics are always so deep and inspiring. Also, the title of this song has a special meaning to me, as it's the first word I said to one of my friends! But like this song, we said goodbye! Well, I left. Not much of a goodbye. It hurt too much. :(
4. "I Will Remember You" by Sarah McLachlan
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Sarah's songs are so touching. My best friend can't remember me! All the good times we had! :( Like this song suggests, I will always remember them. I hope they remember me, even if "I" am with them. Perhaps I should go visit them? Nah.
5. "A Bad Dream" by Keane
I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Everything feels like a bad dream lately. I've been fighting and fighting only to come home and it's lonely and no one is there to scrapbook with. Still, all for the best I suppose. I'm getting rather tired of people telling me I'm going to die. Rude.
6. "Long Distance" by Turin Brakes
I let somebody get under my skin,
Long distance losing is all that I've seen
This is the story of my life lately. :( All those I care about, I've lost.
7. "She's" by Ryan Cabrera
She's the only love I've known
And now she's gone away
She's the light that brought me to the edge
Will i ever love again?
Oh I miss her. I could never love again. Maybe I should go visit her? Surely I could go visit her? And of course, she'd want to come back to ME! I am ME, after all! Oh who am I kidding... I think I need to go see what Bess is up to these days...
8. "Broken" by Lifehouse
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
IN your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I am not having a good day today. Stupid Mars.
9. "Never Forget" by Take That
Never forget where you've come her from,
Never pretend that it's all real,
Someday soon this will all be someone else's dream,
This will be someone else's dream.
Even in song lyric form, I am taunted by death! :( This is too much. Take That, why are you so cruel to me?
10. "Who Knew" by P!nk
You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
'Cause they're all wrong
I know better
'Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?
SHE SAID FOREVER! :( BRB crying forever at this song. :'(
11. "Said It All" by Take That
Said it all
Nothing to say at all
Nothing to say that matters
Haven't we said it all
I know I didn't say it, but yet "I" said it! Oh, she knows... Take That, why are you such a window to my life? Have you and Snow Patrol been reading Verity Newman lately? Hmmm??? LOL. (not really) :(
12. "All By Myself" by Celine Dion.
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
Oh Celine knows what I'm feeling. I think this is a recurring theme in my life. Why? :( :( :(
Covers I made if you want to use them! :)
Front:
Back:
I've gotta go work on my scrapbook. Later.