Sep 27, 2005 21:07
THE most beautiful man came into work today. oh-my-god. i could barely keep my mouth closed. AND I GOT TO TOUCH HIM! good thing its my job. haha.
my new coworkers all seem pretty decent. 2 of the girls are ehh so-so. driving in rush hour traffic is awful but i'll be moving closer to work as soon as i get my own apartment. its going to be weird living alone again after all this time.
i went and bought 3 "get-over-that-asshole" books tonight. i wish i could stick them under my pillow and sleep on them and hurry up and be over him by tomorrow. why is it that i have to go through this terrible "getting-over-it" phase, while he is out there dating and having a great time? i'll tell you why.. because he never loved me. easy as that. when you don't feel like you've lost anything, you don't have anything to get over.
sex-in-the-city therapy is great. too bad i was dating a 'mr. big'-- non-committal narcissist.