So turns out Ive been scammed....feeling very depressed and stupid at the moment. Ill post more later but Ill just say thanks to my dad and his suspiscious mind. The whole job was a scam. Excuse me now while I go jump off the nearest cliff.....:-(

I GOT THROUGH!!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! OUT OF OVER 150 APPLICANTS I'M IN THE FINAL FIVE......I JUST REALISED HOW FRAKKING FUNNY THAT IS...THE FINAL FIVE.....EEEEEEEEEEEEE! ITS FATE RIGHT!!??

 Ok I have just got home I have absolutly not a CLUE how I did, it was soooo fast paced, which is prefered speed ;-) They have seen hundreds of people and are whittling it down to bout 5. Ill find out if Im one between 5-6 tonight.......I really want this job, but havent got the foggiest if Im gonna get it !!! Thanks for all your support I have the ( Read more... )

Ok so I got a call today for an interview that I really accidently found and sent off my CV...I really didn't think I was in with a chance in hell of getting even an interview. But today they called and I have an interview at 2.40 tomorow Friday! I seriously am so excited and trying to tell myself that if I don't get it it's ok. But this is the job ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm not sure whether or not I did the right thing but I quit my job on Wed! Honestly I was tearing my hair out there and although the people were fab to work with I felt like I was constantly working on the brink the whole time and was soooo tired at the end of the week, I didn't even wanna come online to chat to my friends(which is baaaaad) ( Read more... )

Well I've finally managed to overcome my sadness...not...that Mary is no longer coming to London...When I found out I honestly sobbed...sad but true, still Im hoping that she will come again to make up for it. If she has to film means we get more Laura in season 4 so not all bad ( Read more... )