hey girl, do you understand....

[first_of_may]

While I was "sleeping" (talkingtorobert?) some really mature person IMed me under the screen name "diemilybetty", claiming that I was the "scum of the earth" for what I did last Friday. What the hell? People are so fucking gossipy, judgemenal and flatout boring.

In other news, I can barely keep my eyes open today.

Maybe I should eat something...?

I feel like I've fucked everything up. And If I want this to work, I'm going to have to put my feelings to the side and just be numb for a while...hopefully it will be worth it.