pangs in my chest.

[first_of_may]

In an attempt to clean out my inbox of old meaningless emails, I reread the first few e-mails that Keith sent me back in March...

So adorable. I don't know what changed, but he was so cute and sweet and just plain nice to me. He seemed interested.

It makes me smile, but at the same time my eyes get hot and teary. I wish things were still that way.

I wish with all my heart that there was still the same chemistry.