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Another Friday night alone and at home. What a shame. I think I'm falling for Isaac. At work I just wanted to see him but he was rarely around. We didn't talk when he was in the bar but he came up to the back bar that over looks the river and he wanted a jug of lime soda water and he was so nice. We smiled and awww! I just wanted it to last forever! I didn't want him to go but he did. he must have been out listening to the band on the balcony. He's so gorgeous. Come back!! But I'm home and it's still Friday night and it feels so normal to be here all safe inside but the memory of Friday night excitement glimmers in my mind. I just want to be with Isaac and for us to naturally go and sit together and talk till dawn. That's what I want most. I just wanna know everything! Even talking's fine. My romance meter is just kicking in, which makes me think there should be more happening. Last night as I was going to sleep, I pictured us lying on a table listening to Massive Attack, one earphone a piece, and just listening. I want to know what he's really like. Will I ever? Sigh. I think it's another movie night tonight, after D&H go to bed. I wish Isaac and I were hanging out, not me and the TV. But tonight it can't be helped. Why do I want him to like me so much, even as a friend? I know it'll never happen but I'm wishing here!
When I saw Isaac in the bar, Evie said something to him about his hair and how he'd put some product in it and I love his hair! I wish we could be friends and go out and stuff. No fair. He was restocking the bar when I arrived. He's come far in a month! He's a pro!! I started on the 8th (officially) and I'm doing ok. I'm not the world's best barmaid but I'm doing the best I can. I'd love to know it all better - one day. I should do the RSA just to be official. Soon.
I'm loving my hair right now. It's all gorgeous and light. I washed it this morning then straightened it but my straightener is a bit wacky cos it isn't ever hot enough so I don't stay straightened. but I did a plait in the top half and hat to tie it all together when I got to work cos I think I got helmet hair, it curled the bottom out anyway, not what I was hoping for. My hair is so soft! I bought some hair dye yesterday, another deep red, so I might do that tomorrow. Not working on the weekend so I have some time. I still want to pierce my eyebrow but I wanna see how it'd look first. I try to see by holding a stud up to my eyebrow but it's not the same. I'd love to see properly so maybe I'll just have to go through with it! I can always take it out after a few days cos it'll heal up. Ella makes it look so inviting. Cooper's looks awesome too, hehe. Aw. I think I have seen some places around here that do it and it'd be cool I reckon. Should I do it? I feel like doing it. No one even ready my journal so no one will comment and since I'm alone here it's even more just only my own decision. It seems like I have been cut off from everyone from a storm or something so no one can talk to me. oh well. I like doing my own thing with no one to tell me yes or no. I should just do it. Be brave girl! Make your choice. Maybe I'll search for a shop and do it on Sunday or Monday. how cool. Then I'll be all new! I'll do it. I wonder what people will say. I hope they don't diss me out. I hate that. I hope people don't make me feel like I did it cos someone else did. I think it'll look good, I reckon. I have been inspired to do it so I will. You can tell me what you want, who ever's reading this, but I'm gonna do it anyway. I'll take comments, sure! it'll be interesting to see what people say.
"Some people fall in love. I had to crash into it"
- Mandy Moore aka Halley Martin
"First loves are never really over"
- Halley's grandma
It can't be true, can it? We can get rid of it, can't we? You have to be able to! It's just not right for it to keep on living inside you! I refuse to believe it and that's FINAL!
Do I want to dye my hair darker? Go to Woolies, look and possibly change to a darker colour, almost black.
When I saw Isaac in the bar, Evie said something to him about his hair and how he'd put some product in it and I love his hair! I wish we could be friends and go out and stuff. No fair. He was restocking the bar when I arrived. He's come far in a month! He's a pro!! I started on the 8th (officially) and I'm doing ok. I'm not the world's best barmaid but I'm doing the best I can. I'd love to know it all better - one day. I should do the RSA just to be official. Soon.
I'm loving my hair right now. It's all gorgeous and light. I washed it this morning then straightened it but my straightener is a bit wacky cos it isn't ever hot enough so I don't stay straightened. but I did a plait in the top half and hat to tie it all together when I got to work cos I think I got helmet hair, it curled the bottom out anyway, not what I was hoping for. My hair is so soft! I bought some hair dye yesterday, another deep red, so I might do that tomorrow. Not working on the weekend so I have some time. I still want to pierce my eyebrow but I wanna see how it'd look first. I try to see by holding a stud up to my eyebrow but it's not the same. I'd love to see properly so maybe I'll just have to go through with it! I can always take it out after a few days cos it'll heal up. Ella makes it look so inviting. Cooper's looks awesome too, hehe. Aw. I think I have seen some places around here that do it and it'd be cool I reckon. Should I do it? I feel like doing it. No one even ready my journal so no one will comment and since I'm alone here it's even more just only my own decision. It seems like I have been cut off from everyone from a storm or something so no one can talk to me. oh well. I like doing my own thing with no one to tell me yes or no. I should just do it. Be brave girl! Make your choice. Maybe I'll search for a shop and do it on Sunday or Monday. how cool. Then I'll be all new! I'll do it. I wonder what people will say. I hope they don't diss me out. I hate that. I hope people don't make me feel like I did it cos someone else did. I think it'll look good, I reckon. I have been inspired to do it so I will. You can tell me what you want, who ever's reading this, but I'm gonna do it anyway. I'll take comments, sure! it'll be interesting to see what people say.
"Some people fall in love. I had to crash into it"
- Mandy Moore aka Halley Martin
"First loves are never really over"
- Halley's grandma
It can't be true, can it? We can get rid of it, can't we? You have to be able to! It's just not right for it to keep on living inside you! I refuse to believe it and that's FINAL!
Do I want to dye my hair darker? Go to Woolies, look and possibly change to a darker colour, almost black.