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I wish I had my friends. It's weird cos after Jeremy broke up wid me, its like I went into a shell cos I was working and I didn't see many people, and it was like I didn't want to be seen cos I was hurting. Now its like I only have Jessi and Andi and a few other friends, but I'm not close with many people, I just float around, talk to everyone but don't get too close. I'm just that sort of person I guess. Nothing to be helped.
At work I spend some time in the pokies. Brett got me to clean the ash trays and replace all the coasters and ash trays already out with fresh ones and that was fun. I made a few coffee's, cleaned a few glasses, served a little, but did mostly cleaning. It was good that it wasn't so busy and that Isaac and I could chat and stuff. I wish we could sit down somewhere in the daylight, nothing to do with work, and just chat. Actually, I'd rather we were on swings or next to a river sitting on the grass, somewhere relaxing and nice. I want to know his story. I really do.
I can't wait till I'm at Uni. I'm still keen on Launceston despite what Rob says about the Uni's here. I've always drempt of having my own room in my own place somewhere and having all these posters up and magazine cuttings on the walls and a little box in the corner with all my jewelry on it and stuff. I'll have my TV and dvd/vhs player and everything and maybe I'll even have a window! It'll be awesome living with George too cos she's such a party animal and I'll be safe with her, but I'm wondering what my brother'll be doing. They are, after all, a couple. Maybe he'll have a job somewhere and they'll have some time apart. I don't know. Can't speculate.
At work I spend some time in the pokies. Brett got me to clean the ash trays and replace all the coasters and ash trays already out with fresh ones and that was fun. I made a few coffee's, cleaned a few glasses, served a little, but did mostly cleaning. It was good that it wasn't so busy and that Isaac and I could chat and stuff. I wish we could sit down somewhere in the daylight, nothing to do with work, and just chat. Actually, I'd rather we were on swings or next to a river sitting on the grass, somewhere relaxing and nice. I want to know his story. I really do.
I can't wait till I'm at Uni. I'm still keen on Launceston despite what Rob says about the Uni's here. I've always drempt of having my own room in my own place somewhere and having all these posters up and magazine cuttings on the walls and a little box in the corner with all my jewelry on it and stuff. I'll have my TV and dvd/vhs player and everything and maybe I'll even have a window! It'll be awesome living with George too cos she's such a party animal and I'll be safe with her, but I'm wondering what my brother'll be doing. They are, after all, a couple. Maybe he'll have a job somewhere and they'll have some time apart. I don't know. Can't speculate.