So... I guess things are looking up now.
My mom called me yesterday. Asked me if I could come meet her for coffee today. I said yes, because she's my mom, and I can't ignore her forever. I pull into dunkin donuts, and she and my dad are standing there. I figured it was a set-up. THe only time they ever get together is to ambush me or my brother. But, turns out he was just there getting coffee on his lunch break and she happened to show up at the same time. Wierd. Anyway, so my dad left and my mom told me that she went shopping and bought me stuff, which is what she does when she's trying to make something better. I knew that everything would be fine at that point. She sat and talked to me for about an hour, and finally ended up telling me that if we needed to, both Derek & I could move in. Which is good. It would still involve turning some of my independence over to her, like financially, which is maybe good because clearly we're not handling things well alone right now. And she wants us to go back to school. It might be a really good thing for that to happen. And my sister keeps telling me she can't wait to babysit the baby once we have her. So, it's still a worst-case scenario, but it still could happen that way, and it wouldn't be that bad, because we could still be together and my baby won't have to live without her daddy.
So, ... I guess things are better now. Kind of.
Hm... Derek went outside a while ago to get something from his car and hasn't come back. It's been a few minutes. Maybe he's talking to the landlord about us not moving out. Or maybe he's just lost. :)
Later.
~Me
So, ... I guess things are better now. Kind of.
Hm... Derek went outside a while ago to get something from his car and hasn't come back. It's been a few minutes. Maybe he's talking to the landlord about us not moving out. Or maybe he's just lost. :)
Later.
~Me