Whew.
6 months pregnant now, and just as scared. I wish that part would go away. I just want to not have to worry anymore. Oh yeah, and not get heartburn anymore. :) The little joys of pregnancy are getting to me already. Not that I'm not looking forward to the blessed event, certainly, I am, but I wish at the same time that it was further away and that I'd get to it sooner. I'm nervous about the baby, but I don't want to be pregnant anymore, LOL.
Other than the pregnancy thing, which seems to occupy the whole of my world lately (if you haven't noticed) I'm still not working, and things are getting really tight with Derek & I. It will be better soon. He's looking at getting a job with the carpenter's union, or something. We need him to make more $$, much as I hate to burden him with it, I can't find a job right now. Nobody wants to hire me pregnant, and even if they did, we still only have one car that works. One is an upgrade, though. Finally got my car back on the road. It was the fuel injector. Yay.
His brother is buying him a car, but he's not sure what yet. He just up and called us one day to tell us that. It was a good day. But in the meantime, he has my car to go to work so he doesn't have to drive his motorcycle everyday. Seeing as how I don't do anything, it seems to make sense.
My best friend has been the best thing in the world through this whole thing. Even though I'm ass broke, she comes over all the time and takes me out and makes sure I get where I need to go, like doctor's appts and the like. I don't know what I would have done without her. She's incredibly selfless and I just love her. I hope she knows how much I appreciate everything she does for me. If I were her, i'd have gotten so sick of me never having the money to do anything, and always asking for rides. Sometimes I worry that it takes away from her own life to be helping me out so much.
My mother is planning a baby shower already. It seems like it's too soon, but then I realize that it's really not. I made a baby registry online and I don't have much on there. I'm really lucky. People are giving me most of the major stuff that I need. My sister has 2 daughters who are 1 1/2 and almost 4, so she's given me all their old stuff, and the crib and everything else. I'm feeling very blessed lately, even though things seem to be falling apart around me, financially at least.
Oh well. Things will all work out the way they're supposed to, even though I'm not sure I want to know how that is. ;)
Other than the pregnancy thing, which seems to occupy the whole of my world lately (if you haven't noticed) I'm still not working, and things are getting really tight with Derek & I. It will be better soon. He's looking at getting a job with the carpenter's union, or something. We need him to make more $$, much as I hate to burden him with it, I can't find a job right now. Nobody wants to hire me pregnant, and even if they did, we still only have one car that works. One is an upgrade, though. Finally got my car back on the road. It was the fuel injector. Yay.
His brother is buying him a car, but he's not sure what yet. He just up and called us one day to tell us that. It was a good day. But in the meantime, he has my car to go to work so he doesn't have to drive his motorcycle everyday. Seeing as how I don't do anything, it seems to make sense.
My best friend has been the best thing in the world through this whole thing. Even though I'm ass broke, she comes over all the time and takes me out and makes sure I get where I need to go, like doctor's appts and the like. I don't know what I would have done without her. She's incredibly selfless and I just love her. I hope she knows how much I appreciate everything she does for me. If I were her, i'd have gotten so sick of me never having the money to do anything, and always asking for rides. Sometimes I worry that it takes away from her own life to be helping me out so much.
My mother is planning a baby shower already. It seems like it's too soon, but then I realize that it's really not. I made a baby registry online and I don't have much on there. I'm really lucky. People are giving me most of the major stuff that I need. My sister has 2 daughters who are 1 1/2 and almost 4, so she's given me all their old stuff, and the crib and everything else. I'm feeling very blessed lately, even though things seem to be falling apart around me, financially at least.
Oh well. Things will all work out the way they're supposed to, even though I'm not sure I want to know how that is. ;)