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I can't believe they would hire someone when they have this little for them to do. I literally sit here and stare at the walls all day. The work they have for me to do occupies about an hour and a half of 8, maybe 2 if I'm really lucky. I don't know what to do with myself and some days it honestly feels like I'm here for days. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I'm going to go crazy before I get out of here today. Right now I'm only screaming on the computer - much more of this and I'll be screaming for real. Out loud and stuff...
The only other person who works in my department besides my boss took a half day today, so I don't even have him to talk to, as negative as he always is. All I am left with, is this damn LJ and endless cups of coffee/hotchocolate/tea. I can't even do anything useful with the internet access I have - b/c shopping and email are blocked out. I was on the phone with my mom and my boss gave me a dumb look, so I don't know what else he expects me to do. I'm so freakin bored.
And I KNOW today that I'm getting my period soon, which is retarded on so many different levels. I know b/c I have been weepy for the last couple of days, and today instead of coffee, all I want is hot chocolate. If I'm having chocolate cravings, and I was really weepy alternating with really turned on yesterday, then I'm definitely getting it. Probably today, if not then tomorrow. That is bad b/c 1: I've been getting on average of once every 2 wks lately, 2: Easter is this sunday and I have to get all dressed up & crap, 3: I can't go to the doctor until after June 1, b/c I have no medical insurance right now, 4: I won't be having sex for another week if I do, and 5: I really REALLY don't need this right now.
I have 2 more whole hours to be here. Shoot me. Seriously, someone, shoot me. PLease?
~jess (off to find someone with a shotgun)
The only other person who works in my department besides my boss took a half day today, so I don't even have him to talk to, as negative as he always is. All I am left with, is this damn LJ and endless cups of coffee/hotchocolate/tea. I can't even do anything useful with the internet access I have - b/c shopping and email are blocked out. I was on the phone with my mom and my boss gave me a dumb look, so I don't know what else he expects me to do. I'm so freakin bored.
And I KNOW today that I'm getting my period soon, which is retarded on so many different levels. I know b/c I have been weepy for the last couple of days, and today instead of coffee, all I want is hot chocolate. If I'm having chocolate cravings, and I was really weepy alternating with really turned on yesterday, then I'm definitely getting it. Probably today, if not then tomorrow. That is bad b/c 1: I've been getting on average of once every 2 wks lately, 2: Easter is this sunday and I have to get all dressed up & crap, 3: I can't go to the doctor until after June 1, b/c I have no medical insurance right now, 4: I won't be having sex for another week if I do, and 5: I really REALLY don't need this right now.
I have 2 more whole hours to be here. Shoot me. Seriously, someone, shoot me. PLease?
~jess (off to find someone with a shotgun)