My name is: Jessica/Spirit
I may seem: loud, kind of ditzy, turbulent
But I'm really: intelligent, and going through a bad period right now
Sometimes I feel: like I just can’t take all this change anymore
In the morning I: generally oversleep and end up pissed off
I like to sleep: a lot
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: cuddling with the boy in a big house that I owned
Money is: difficult to come by
One thing I wish I had is: a house of my own and more $$
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: a lot of my emotions
All I need is: love and life
First best friend: Lauren Zajac
First car: an 89 Chevy Cavalier Z24 - that I owned for 2 weeks b4 it died. Then an 88 plymouth reliant named Betsy that I Adored!
First real date: Don’t really remember… oh, yes I do - 10th grade, my ex-fiancee & I went bowling.
First real kiss: jayson beaulieau
First break-up: chris … oh shit I forget his last name… in 6th grade. He broke up with me to go out with some girl named Gina. I slapped him across the face.
First screen name: cutenmiff
First self purchased album: bush - 16stone.
First funeral: my grandfather, in may
First pets: we had 2 cats named Whitney & bandit when I was really young
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when I was teeny, then my bellybutton at 16
First credit card: Visa Ecard. Student card.
First true love: Matt Robinson - my exfiancee
First enemy: Jess Wright. First she got the guy I wanted, then years later she f*cked my fiancee
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Stevie Nicks!
Last cigarette: about an hour and a half ago
Last car ride: to work
Last kiss: This morning, when I kissed the boy goodbye when we left for werk.
Last good cry: not last night, but the night before - crying b/c things are changing too fast for me to keep up.
Last library book checked out: wow… a while ago… something Kurt Vonnegut - I think it was Galapagos
Last movie seen: On TV, Notting Hill
Last beverage drank: hot chocolate
Last food consumed: hmm… hot wings last night… and a chocolate chip cookie
Last crush: my boy - we got together, though, and we’ve known each other for 6 years - does that count as a crush?
Last phone call: Sara, last night
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: my black boots, the same ones I almost always wear
Last cd played: Incubus, I think, or mebbe Perfect Circle
Last item bought: Gas
Last annoyance: knowing that in a week I won’t be able to spend nearly so much time with the boy.
Last disappointment: last night, the boy went somewhere else instead of hanging out with me.
Last time scolded: don’t honestly remember - unless it was my dad telling me it’s my turn to do the dishes this morning, but he wasn’t scolding, per se.
Last shirt worn: I’m wearing a purple suede-y shirt right now… other that that, I wore the boy’s 1979 Jethro Tull Concert Tshirt to bed.
Last website visited: LJ
Last word SOME ONE SAID TO YOU: “ok, I’ll email him again and see what he says” - my boss, talking about some guy we were supposed to have heard from but didn’t.
Last song you sang: hm… mebbe something this morning on the dumb country station
What is in your cd player?: incubus, perfect circle, tim mcgraw (the boy’s), metallica, Manson, and a mix CD I made
What color socks are you wearing?: white
What Color of underwear are you wearing?: blue & pink & white striped
What's under your bed?: probably my cat
What time did you wake up today?: 5:30 AM
FUTURE
Where do you want to go?: everywhere!!!!
What is your career going to be?: so far, it looks like music teacher
Where are you going to live?: haven’t decided yet.
How many kids do you want?: 1, maybe 2
What kind of car(s): a harley, and a jaguar
Current mood: feeling like the work day has already been too long and it’s only 10:15
Current music: MUZAK at werk.
Current taste: hot chocolate
Current hair: up in a ponytail
Current hate: change
Current clothes: black pants, purple shirt, black boots
Current desktop picture: some werk crap!
Current favorite artist: hmm… I like Monet, I’ll go with him.
Current book(s): none right now, don’t have time
Current color of toenails: none
Current time-wasting wish: werk was over.