Organizing my thoughts...
There's so much going on around home right now that I can't seem to get my mind into an organized state. So, I thought writing it down here might help.
Today is Thursday. My mom wants me to stay at her house tonight so we can ride into work together at 6am on friday. That makes my dad upset because he gets offended when I dont stay here. This weekend I'll be spending a majority of my time getting things orgaized to sell my car, which I need to do this summer...hopefully within a month's time. Monday I start my first full work week. It should be about 50 hours, 6:30am to 6:00pm daily. Next weekend is pride weekend, and I wanted to be able to spend some time with Bryon. After today, however, I realized i'm just too busy. Next saturday I have to rent a UHaul so my step brother and I can help my step sister empty her apartment. I'm taking some of her stuff for my place, but wont be able to take it up to bellingham. So, that means that somewhere in this overly full garage I have to find space for it all. Taylor's taking a lot of her stuff, I'm just taking her bed and keyboard/piano so I can finally start playing again. Eric has a few baseball games coming up becuase he's in a tournament, and I'm pretty sure he expects me to go. If he doesn't, I know for sure my mom does. Every day I get a bunch of calendar entries through e-mail that she wants me to enter into my outlook. She's sending me all these appointments and expects me to make them. Lol, aparently I have all the time in the world. My dad is getting married next month, and he just bought a house for my step brother. So, he spends all of his time in spokane/cheyne working on the house and working on our lake home to get it ready for the wedding. He didn't help me move out of my dorm, and I dont expect him to help me move into my new place. Moving out of my dorm was such a long process without any help, and I'm not looking forward to taking a bed, desk, dresser, nighstand, keyboard, and clothes up all by myself. Dad and Dana have asked me to work on a project for them for their wedding. It's not going to be hard, but it's going to be very time comsuming. I'm sure after the hours i put in each week, i'll just have tons of energy for it. I really wanna do this for them though, so I have to find the energy. It's only a matter of time before mom asks me to do yard work for her.
It's not like any of these things are taking away from my non-existant social life, but there's just so much to do. I feel like everything is just rushing around me. Dad doesn't know how to be organized to save his life, so as I sit here in front of my outlook calender, he looks at the calendar on the clock in the lower right hand corner. He's not sure of anything, and asking him what's going on tomorrow is pointless. His current "one day at a time" philosophy is causing more stress than needed. If I didn't have all this stuff organized I'd be flipping out..so thank you Microsoft Outlook *hugs* It just bothers me when no one knows what's going on. My dad has spent so much time on his lake home lately that when he comes back, he has to play catch up with work. That's the reason he has no time for anything. Somehow, in some way, I think he's hoping for me to make it back out to Spokane to help work on the house before the wedding. That would be enough to give me a heart attack. This is the third wedding i'll be attending in less than a year. All of it just seems so intense. It's piled together between now and the end of july. Lol, I dont even know if i'll have time to move into my apartment!
My brain just went numb so I'm going outside to wash my car. If anyone is interested in a '91 Jeep Cherokee, Red, Rebuilt Engine, New Wheels/Rims, New Exhaust system, New Windshield, Automatic, Power Steering, CD Player/Stereo.... $4000 0.b.o, let me know.
GRRRRR! ARG!
"You're not alone"
~Phoenix
Today is Thursday. My mom wants me to stay at her house tonight so we can ride into work together at 6am on friday. That makes my dad upset because he gets offended when I dont stay here. This weekend I'll be spending a majority of my time getting things orgaized to sell my car, which I need to do this summer...hopefully within a month's time. Monday I start my first full work week. It should be about 50 hours, 6:30am to 6:00pm daily. Next weekend is pride weekend, and I wanted to be able to spend some time with Bryon. After today, however, I realized i'm just too busy. Next saturday I have to rent a UHaul so my step brother and I can help my step sister empty her apartment. I'm taking some of her stuff for my place, but wont be able to take it up to bellingham. So, that means that somewhere in this overly full garage I have to find space for it all. Taylor's taking a lot of her stuff, I'm just taking her bed and keyboard/piano so I can finally start playing again. Eric has a few baseball games coming up becuase he's in a tournament, and I'm pretty sure he expects me to go. If he doesn't, I know for sure my mom does. Every day I get a bunch of calendar entries through e-mail that she wants me to enter into my outlook. She's sending me all these appointments and expects me to make them. Lol, aparently I have all the time in the world. My dad is getting married next month, and he just bought a house for my step brother. So, he spends all of his time in spokane/cheyne working on the house and working on our lake home to get it ready for the wedding. He didn't help me move out of my dorm, and I dont expect him to help me move into my new place. Moving out of my dorm was such a long process without any help, and I'm not looking forward to taking a bed, desk, dresser, nighstand, keyboard, and clothes up all by myself. Dad and Dana have asked me to work on a project for them for their wedding. It's not going to be hard, but it's going to be very time comsuming. I'm sure after the hours i put in each week, i'll just have tons of energy for it. I really wanna do this for them though, so I have to find the energy. It's only a matter of time before mom asks me to do yard work for her.
It's not like any of these things are taking away from my non-existant social life, but there's just so much to do. I feel like everything is just rushing around me. Dad doesn't know how to be organized to save his life, so as I sit here in front of my outlook calender, he looks at the calendar on the clock in the lower right hand corner. He's not sure of anything, and asking him what's going on tomorrow is pointless. His current "one day at a time" philosophy is causing more stress than needed. If I didn't have all this stuff organized I'd be flipping out..so thank you Microsoft Outlook *hugs* It just bothers me when no one knows what's going on. My dad has spent so much time on his lake home lately that when he comes back, he has to play catch up with work. That's the reason he has no time for anything. Somehow, in some way, I think he's hoping for me to make it back out to Spokane to help work on the house before the wedding. That would be enough to give me a heart attack. This is the third wedding i'll be attending in less than a year. All of it just seems so intense. It's piled together between now and the end of july. Lol, I dont even know if i'll have time to move into my apartment!
My brain just went numb so I'm going outside to wash my car. If anyone is interested in a '91 Jeep Cherokee, Red, Rebuilt Engine, New Wheels/Rims, New Exhaust system, New Windshield, Automatic, Power Steering, CD Player/Stereo.... $4000 0.b.o, let me know.
GRRRRR! ARG!
"You're not alone"
~Phoenix